(Sunday, April 30, 2006 / 10:28 PM)
im bored...it's a sunday night and i have nothing to do...how much more pathetic can i get?currently havin a slight fever and flu and a fuzzy mind...meanin i am not well...shez..it has been 3 days!!that's why i stayed home half a day basically doing nothing except sleepin...and only moving when mummy said i had to get my butt out of the house for food...went to downtown...the place was so freakin crowded so we went to white sands...came home at around 9.30..and i promptly fell asleep...juz woke up and that's why i am blogging...coz nobody is damn freakin online!!and i can't stop sneezing...i swear the next time anyone ask me to go for parties...i am goin to brin extra clothings...espiecially if it's a party at the beach...coz you will never know when you are gonna get dumped into cold seawater and left to be dried out by even colder sea breeze...too bad there's no such things as heaters in nature...i could seriously use one...argh...and rebec?wastin precious bloggin space on jerks are a big NONO...if you didn't know that before...now you know...why waste space on him when you can use it for me?:p...unless reference to him are words only like"i am over him!" or "he's a bloody jerk!"...other than that?waste...shez...get that in your head gurl...you know...sometimes it's best to be lyk me...i am SINGLE...and i have been for 14 YEARS...and i dun mind stayin single for 2 more years since i saw my frens broodin over jerks who dun care abt feelins other than their own...guys lyk that shouldn't even be allowed on earth...think they are so cool?hot?good-looking?well...sad to tell you the truth...but guess what...if you think you are actually like that...you have not seen the mirror...opps...haha..shouldn't have said that but oh well...it's out...so...IN YOUR FACE JERKS!
(Saturday, April 29, 2006 / 10:13 PM)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUHAILAH!!!haha...juz came back home from tampines...before that?suhailah's surprise birthday party at pasir ris park...it was so fun...i got all white with flour...cake smeared onto my face...and rizal carried me and dumped me into the sea...actually he wanted to pass me to taufiq so that he could dump me in deeper waters...but i guess i struggled too much and taufiq lost his grip and...plop!i went in..got soakin wet...thank god mum brought clothes 4 me...but still got a scoldin when i went home becoz i got my completely new white shirt dirty...oh...and hakim drop his specs into the sea and now the specs is somewhere swimming in the sea and hakim can't see properly...haha...need i remind him that exams starts n thurs?good luck ppl...may you score well .you guys better pray for me too...haha...kk...got stuff to do...btw i lurve my new blogskin!!!if u dun...my advice to you is to keep your comments to yourself...but compliments are always welcome!!:p
(Friday, April 28, 2006 / 10:44 PM)
heya ppl!!!i am back!!!miss me?i hope so...haha... im back from a computer free week..and...im sick...how nice...and today was the first paper...was sneezing an average of 15 times per paragragh...damn it...well...i can't really remember much that happen during the week...only that i did pass my geog test and also got accused of cheating while doin another...but i wun say much...dun want to think about it anymore...dun want to blog too much today...dun feel good...my mind is all hazy and i can't remember anthing...seeya...
(Saturday, April 22, 2006 / 11:35 PM)
juz came back from an all day shoppin spree at far east...my all time fave shoppin place!!kk..not really a shoppin spree since all i could find was a pair of earrings...and a really cool sling bag that my mother refuse to buy for me even after my endless hintin...and i wanted my puma sneakers but to my disappointment...it didn't look good...it was lyk too stiff...but it was so cool!!fell in lurve with it...but hey...no use payin $80 for shoes that dun look good...but yeah...i had fun...i always do when i am out shoppin...but i have more fun when i actually buy stuffs...isn't that the same for everyone?after far east...juz walked around orchard road aimlessly...then decided to go to tamoines mall coz my sis wanted to look at bags...ended up not buyin anything there and went back to white sands...ended up buyin the bag there...shez...should have come straight to white sands instead of wastin time in tampines...went home...had instant noodle for dinner and now here bloggin today's happenins...lyk cumin home empty handed...disappointment from not having my shoes and bag and sore feet from walkin too much...simply pathetic...and this is also goin to be the last post until next friday...sad sad case...oh well...have to go now...goodnitez and see you next week...haiz...
(Friday, April 21, 2006 / 10:20 PM)
as of now...actually it was as of yesterday...i am officialy banned from the computer from sunday to monday...and can only use it on friday and saturday...for i duno how long...that's explains why i didn't blog yesterday...this sucks but i need to think of my studies i guess...failin maths at a very alarmin rate...i'll miss my daily msn chattin partner...haiz...that's the only think that keeps me away from boredom...juz finished maths homework...by MYSELF...although i admit i left some questions blank...can't blame me though...you dun expect me to be a maths whiz overnight do you?although i hope i will...had help for one question...then was forced to do the rest myself coz the person refuse to give me any more answer...but i did it!!yay!!but whether the answers are correct or not is a different matter altogether:p...got to go...chattin with my chattin partner now...see you nxt week or if i am lucky...tomorow...xD
(Wednesday, April 19, 2006 / 9:41 PM)
basically nothin happen today...and i am bored out of my wits...all i did today was go to school...study...after school go runnin...then after runnin...did timin for teammates...then went home...isn't that a very intresting and fun filled day?!i enjoyed it very much...NOT!!i always need to do something...i can't stand havin nothin to do...or even bein alone for that matter...although there are times i WANT to be alone...but then...when i want to be alone...i will make it very clear by hiding myself in corner sulkin,readin or juz simply daydreamin...rebecca didn't come to school today..i missed her...i keep turnin around to tell her stuff and then i will remember that she didn't come to school...thank god she's cumin back tomorow...oh...and miss wong threw a tantrum today...she threw hakim out of the class then after that...she threw a chair...then she stormed out...but she did come back during our lunch to apologize and explain why she was in such a lousy mood the past two days...i am sorry miss wong...we know we did wrong and we promise to work harder...we will prove to you that we can do it... juz like you said so...now i am havin maths tuition over msn...know who's my tuition teacher?brenda yeo...if anybody needs a teacher for maths...i will let her know:p...got to go...maths homework in serious need of finishin...and i am not even close...
(Tuesday, April 18, 2006 / 9:27 PM)
alrite!!we did it!!2/3 actually freakin did it!!we put up a show succesfully!!!even though we only started plannin lyk a week ago...that is juz further proof that 2/3 absulotely rockz...although the finale was a little soft...it was pretty good...on account that we juz learnt the song and what we supposed to do in the mornin..what can i say?2/3 is the best!!!this is for last year's 2/3...see?we dun let you down...maybe you guys are better in other stuff but we are better in other ways...all i know is 2/3 2005 and 2/3 2006 absutely rockz...obviously bein a member of this year's 2/3...i'll say my class rockz more... but miss wong was freakin mad at us today...though it was pretty obvious by the number of names of those who didn't pass up their homework why she was angry...and well...i have to admit...i am guilty as charged...yup...i am one of them...but hey...i did hand it up before the class ended:p...we didn't have trainin as there was a freakin terrifyin thunderstorm...but we had fun tellin ghost stories and screamin at the parts that needed screamin...and the thunder and lightning as added special effects didn't hurt either:p.there's goin to be a geography mock exam tomorow and i freakin duno what i am supposed to study about...i have never failed a geography test before and iam not startin now...not since MYE is so damn near...now i am goin to call my classmates and ask:p...oh...and this is to ppl who lyks to insult ppl on their tagboard...what you are tryin to do is insult...not put ppl to sleep...
(Monday, April 17, 2006 / 11:01 PM)
i am actually here writin this post because damn msn can't sign me in...shez...well...tomorow is the big day...2/3 class concert...i really hope everything will go well...we still have to learn the lyrics of the finale song tomorow mornin!!exams is in lyk two weeks time and i haven started revision on anything...i still can't concentrate on maths...oh and juz a note for all teachers...if you are not patient and you can't control your temper and you can't let your student ask you a question then ask you to explain it again when they can't understand without you screamin at them...then a word of advice to you...YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE BECAME A TEACHER...tomorow will be the last netball trainin till after exams...then i really have to start studyin...i am so stressed out that i can't even concentrate on english properly...now i am juz waitin for MYE to be over with so that i can finally relax abit and think things through...or i will juz go crazy...
(Sunday, April 16, 2006 / 9:59 PM)
i am glad everything eventually turned out fine and that everything is pretty much over...but i am not so sure for me...problems are starting again...and i hate it...i juz want a listenin ear...someone i can tell my problems too...someone who can give me advice on what to do...and who will reassure me that he/she will always be there for me and really mean it...someone i can tell my secrets to and not worry about others knowin coz he/she will never tell...i hate the fact that finding such a person is a one in a million chance...nobody wants to admit it...but everyone needs someone to turn to...they always need someone to make life seem almost bearable...but right now...with you driftin further away...life is shit for me...
(Saturday, April 15, 2006 / 10:22 PM)
today had class concert early in the mornin...didn't want to go originally...wanted my precious sleep instead...but i am involved so i had to choice but dragged myself out...but glad i went anyway...we had fun...well...obviously we had fun...2/3 always knows how to have fun...like usin my handphone's camera to take countless pictures?and blasting my mp3...and even usin my phone as a mike?but the pictures turn out great...and somehow i always end up the only chinese in the photo...but who cares?!i totally love all of them... all the photos with my dearies turned out absutely great...after reharsal...we went for lunch at downtown...had some trouble along the way though...i wun say much...met varian and his soccer team there...apparently they manage to thrash the rival team 9-4...even i have to admit i was kind of shocked...now i am worryin about something i know will happen on monday...but i juz got advice from somebody and i guess i have to try and take that piece of advice...btw...tks...talkin to you and finally tellin someone about it helps somehow...even though i know i have to do it alone...i could tell my mum about this like i usually do...and did...but somehow sometimes the best advice always come from someone who knows what you are goin through and have been through it before...i juz hope i can actually go through with this...
(Friday, April 14, 2006 / 9:58 PM)
hey...juz found out i no need to be zameerul's gurlfren for the class concert!!yay!!instead i am goin to be one of his twin sister with my dearie umai!!but it is goin to be a bit wierd since i am chinese and she's malay and i am goin to be the only chinese in a malay family...haha...guess i am adopted...haha...sad...nothin much happen today actually so i got nothin much to say....coz i spent practically the whole day at home...eatin...readin and watchin tv...finally at around 5+...my mum manages to convince me that i need to take dinner...i was tryin to give her all the food delivery number and ask her to call and order so that i dun need to move from my VERY comfortable position...but she practically dragged me out of the house...went to downtown east then figured out that there was practically nothin much to eat there...so went to white sands...arranged to meet my sis there after her church performance...after dinner...we juz walked aimlessly around till i got a call from brenda...
bren:"val...u got belt?can lend me?"
me:"why u need a belt for?"
bren:"for tmr class concert reharsal lor!"
me:"huh?!!muz brin clothes meh?!!why nobody told me?!"
bren:"chey..i thot u noe mah..."
me:"*practically screamin*i did not know anything!!nobody told me!!!"
after that conversation...i looked around and found most of the ppl there lookin at me strangly...i guess i screamed a bit too loudly:P...now i have to go get my clothes ready...to all non-2/3 members readin this...GET READY FOR 2/3'S CONCERT!!WE ARE THE CLASS THAT BRINS THE HEAT!!:p
(Thursday, April 13, 2006 / 9:39 PM)
juz came back from speech day...got to admit it was pretty cool except for the parade part where we could not go out to see and yet still had to endure bad sound system...shez...and i made it to the stage and back down again without any stumble,trippin over my leg or bein frozen on the spot...except for the occasional giggle...i made it through!!yay!!had dinner afterwards at the canteen...then proceeded home...so..nothin much happen today...since it was a half day and the only thing intrestin WAS the speech day...and i kind of describe it to you oready...now...i have to go find zameerul a new blogskin...he doesn't like the one i like...oh...and one more thing...why is she oways there when he is?
(Wednesday, April 12, 2006 / 9:36 PM)
i am saved!!at least for now...since miss wong spared me today...and i dun want the other two!!they are kind of my best frens?!!u DUN get together with your best frens...it is juz uncomfortable...but if anybody wants them...heh...i will be glad to offer my service to help...heh...oh...and the big bruise that zameerul so nicely given me yesterday have changed to a beautiful mix of purple,blue and black...thank you zameerul..one day i am goin to give you one back...arn't i nice?and yet...my worst nightmare have come true...bein his gurlfren in the class concert!!!this is TORTURE...it is juz because brenda suggested me to join his group and i was the only chinese there...so i got singled out...poor me...anybody want to take over my place?!!i will GLADLY give it up...but unfortunately for me...it has to be from 2/3...that lower my chances doesn't it?what have i done wrong?!had speech day reharsal again today...with the audience present...and had to go up on stge in front of them...i was giggling and giggling the whole time since i knew that some of my frens were in the audience somewhere...i was giggling and giggling till the point that i almost trip over the stairs...i dun think anybody saw though...at least i hope not...after doin everything...i wanted to run back to my seat..but there was people in front of me and i had to follow...and i rushed like hell...making sure not to look at the audience when i walked pass...and steepin on the shoe of the gurl in front of me TWICE...she almost fell...i am so sorry!!tomorow is the real thing...if i can't even deal with the reharsal...how i can goin to deal with tomorow?!!when there will be parents...VIPs...audience ...teachers...i think i am goin to have a mental breakdown...juz hope i dun do anything embarassing tomorow like trip over my own legs or fall down the steps or something like that...i won't be able to live it down...good luck to everyone who is performing tomorow!!and good luck to me too...
(Tuesday, April 11, 2006 / 10:22 PM)
ello!!!this post was supposed to be posted at 9.56pm!!!but there was something wrong with either the bloody website or the bloody computer...and i have to do this whole thing again...had trainin today but surprisinly...i am wide awake with no thoughts of sleep or whatsoever...that is call amazing...although i was tired during trainin...not surprisinly...considering the amount of runnin i had to do...20 rounds around the whole third level...sprints durin trainin...and even had to run juz to get things...it will be completely ironic if i fail my 2.4km...considerin the amount of runnin i do each week...reached home at about 7.30...then proceeded to skip 500 hundred times...followed by 30 push ups and ended off with 30 situps...why?because...firstly...i need to start on my physical trainin...secondly...i need to build up my stamina...thirdly...i need to grow taller(hopefully,skippin helps:p)...and lastly i need to lose weight!!at least about 6kg...i so totally need to lose weight and i think some ppl agree with me whether they want to tell it to me in the face or bitch about it behind my back...i am totally fine with anything...but although i want to lose weight...i am seriously not goin to starve myself...what i want to eat...i eat...right now...i juz want to sit back and relax...it's not everyday i get a night without homework...nice shows to watch or needin to catch up on sleep...this is the kind of life i want...ONCE IN AWHILE...if it happens everyday...i am goin to go crazy...oh...and juz a simple reminder to myself...although i most proberly goin to blog about it tomorow...i am so busted tomorow...
(Monday, April 10, 2006 / 11:13 PM)
i now seriously think that every single thing in this damn bloody world is out to get me...even the internet is tryin it's darnest best to give me a killer headache!!and it is SO damn working...i totally wun be surprised if one day i juz go crazy and smash the whole computer against the wall or sumthing...oh...and my posts are getting later and later because apparently...i somehow manage to get a full schdule for the week...and only able to blog late at nite...let me juz give you a rundown...today had reharsal until freakin 7.30...reach home nearly 8...tmr gonna have cca till late then have to finish up homework...wednesday...hey wait a minute...i am free on wednesday!!!oh wait...got IT class...THEN have to run...argh...thursday...speech day!!aft sch finishes at 10.55...i have to go running...then i have to rush home to make it back to school by 3.45...friday...i am most proberly goin to church at nite...see?FULL schdule...any the only time that ever happened before was on...on the other hand...i dun think i ever had a full schdule before...and juz for the record...I HATE IT!!!it so damn freakin stresses me out and i dun have time for homework,fun and most importantly...SLEEP!!...i haven slept properly for the past 3 days...and sleepin in school is not comfortable at all...i mean how can u sleep comfortably when you are lyin on a solid hard table instead of a nice soft bed...and also havin a teacher screamin at you to get your freakin head up and pay attention once she spots you havin a nap instead of listenin to her sleep worthy class...rite now...i am goin to sleep...at least i get another hour of sleep before i have to wake up at freakin 5am to get ready for school...goodnite ppl...
(Sunday, April 09, 2006 / 10:27 PM)
i seriously dun lyk freakin out...that's why i seriously dun lyk now...my homework is not yet completely done...my project is not yet done...i haven study for my test...and this stupid freakin computer choose this day to have be so damn freakin slow!!!!tell me i dun have a reason to freak and i will whack u...HARD...juz for the record...i have a literature and a chinese test tomorrow...and a reharsal for speech day after school...then i will have to rush home to finish my leftover homework and whatver homework is given tomorow...damn my life is pathetic...one of this day...i am juz gonna drop dead...or any volunteers to kill me?i juz need to interview u first:p...okok...i guess it's my fault too that i am in this situation now...i mean i had the whole of yesterday and today yet i chose to watch a movie yesterday then went out to church...then today i went for classes and still walk around white sands and waited for timothy's fren with him and ended up goin home at 2 instead of the usual 1pm...then when i got home...my mum said we were goin shopping...and you can't blame me for having a weakness for fashion and stuff AND my mum is the best one to shop with since she has similar taste as me...yet i could not really shop in peace as SOMEONE had to ask me advice for HIS relatesionship...i nearly died from a seriously freakin bad headache...came home at 8.30...took my time to eat and still had the guts to watch tv...finally had the guts to even look at my school bag and started homework...and now i even dared to blog when i know i still have a project left undone...oh well...it's kind of my trademark that i never do anything untill the last minute...my motto?"play first...work later..."but i think i need to change that...i am still too young to die:p...
(Friday, April 07, 2006 / 10:07 PM)
feelin totally proud of myself now...juz finished makin a tagboard for dear fatin...and nearly had a migrain goin through the whole damn website...haha...had cca today...it's back to basics for the netball gurls!although i didn't remember basics actually bein so damn tough...and i have a newly sprained ankle to prove it...and i even got laughed at for havin a sprained ankle(tks alot varian!wait till u sprained an ankle...i can't wait to laugh)...had english lesson today...was taught a new form of writin...can't remember the name though...blame that on my totally useless memory...something to do with upturned triangles...miss wong told us to think of it as ice-cream cones...but seriously miss wong...i dun think i can go through exams thinkin about ice-cream cones when i am doin my paper...kinda distracting dun u think?gonna leave it here lyk that...dun wanna talk much tonite...but juz to leave a note...i KNOW what u guys are saying...but i am juz goin keep it to myself and make u guys feel lyk a fool...u SO deserve it...
(Thursday, April 06, 2006 / 9:45 PM)
hey there...for now as i am blogging...i am totally freakin out...why?cuz pang meng juz told me he duno wat happened to the paper that is needed for my group's ipw project!!and it's lyk due tommorow!!i knew rite from the start that having pang meng in my group was bad news...somehow i really hope he's joking about the missing paper and undone project...today..had english supp after school...lasted for more than 2 hours i think...didn't keep track of the time...when it was over...juz watched the speech day marching reharsal...got to admit they are pretty good...met up with the netball gurls as i was walking out...they had juz finish their physical trainin...haiz...i have to run 10 rounds,three times a week next week to make up for not running this week thanks to my unusally busy schdule for this week...hope this doesn't happen again...i am not exactly known for my great stamina...although i sometimes really wish i was...and sometimes i really wish i was daring enough to ask...and get things that need an answer,an answer...somehow i belive that it's not true...and that somehow someone is juz totally obessed...at least i got something half sorted out...provided somebody keeps the promise...i think that counts for a little celebration for me...maybe change isn't that bad...juz a minor change though...i am dun think my frens or the ppl around me are ready for a total change...not even me...:p
(Wednesday, April 05, 2006 / 11:09 PM)
hey...feeling very tired today...didn't do much so i duno why...had classes as per normal...after sch have IT enrichment...left early for speech day reharsal..thought it started at 4...but it started at around 5...freak...so i watched the parade and some ppl makin a fool out of themselves...although in the morning i did get pinched alot of times...but i asked ppl to do it...coz i can't shake the feeling that i am somewhat dreaming!!i asked a few of them and i felt the pain...and i stopped asking after that...coz some ppl were taking advantage of the chance and were pinchin me so damn hard AND long...i felt the pain ok?!!shez...oh...and to someone out there...u have to reason to act so proud to me...i dun deserve it...
(Tuesday, April 04, 2006 / 10:46 PM)
ello...today didn't do much in sch...still got bullied...but the ncc ppl left halfway!!i was so depressed...haha...we got started on chapter 5 though!!too bad taufik and the rest were not around...they would have enjoyed it...but rizal and brandon were bad enough...haha...today didn't have cca...but got stuck in a classroom with the seniors...and mr san talked to us for lyk 2 over hours...i really did not know that we were that bad until today...i guess we really owe mr san an apology...so now...we are really sorry mr san...i noe it's really unlikely he will see this...but at least i feel better saying sumthing...i know lots of ppl that are not in the netball team dun really lyk him...but he really is a great teacher and coach...whether you want to belive it or not...i's up to you...didn't think i would end up writing such a long post today but oh well...have to get ready for another pathetic day for me again tommorow...kill me...somebody...
(Monday, April 03, 2006 / 9:21 PM)
hey ppl!!miss me?haha...didn't blog yesterday coz i wasn't at home...anyway if i was...i was busy watching campus superstar grand finals!!!juz for yr info...ZHIYANG WON!!!!!!woohoo!!!i never really expected me to be addicted to this kind of show but i m kind of glad i am...today was the last episode...a reunion...haha...saw the top 20 again...i m actually goin to miss them...*sob sob*and guess wat...yesterday was the birthday of mine and rebec's blogs!!!yay!!they are officially one week old!!!haha...i m abit lame today...so pls excuse me...haha...today sch was painful...literally...hey...i was pinched,punched and tickled...curtesy of taufik,rizal,zameerul and hakim...thanks guys!!!:p...oh and had to chase zameerul around the second floor corridor for my bag back...and banging the wall in the process...thank god no one saw...haha...i wun be able to live it down if anyone did...u noe...suome ppl lead double lives...or that's what i think...friendly on phone...totally ignores you in sch...and juz for your info...i HATE being ignored...espiecially when you so obviously know me but walk pass me as if i am not even there...
(Saturday, April 01, 2006 / 9:43 PM)
hi ppl!!!happy april fools days!!!so far i have been tricked a total of 2 times...one frm dear jojo and one frm my fren vinkie...i really shld have seen it cumin though..went out today...didn't feel lyk goin shoppin(for the first time!!)so i followed my mum grocery shoppin then went to changi airport...saw taufik,rizal and hakim and varian on the way...though obviously they were not together...why am i tellin u this for?!!it 's damn obvious...oh...goin to keep today's post short...amd zakee?DUN try to understand gurls:D...
