I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! I DON'T WANNA!I DON'T WANNA!!! YOU CAN'T MAKE MEEEEE!!!!! but i know i'll still end up going. hur. although its too soon for school! the weekend just started!! why don't they just give us 5 days weekends and 2 days school? huh?!huh?! argh. at least i had fun today.=) went with raz,rebec and atiqah to Clark Quey for supposed picture taking for art. we did take pictures! but of ourselves. haha!=D hey!we are art pieces too okay!=D it was atiqah's first time there. she was sooo tourist-y can?! and she actually shouted to the people in those bumboats on the S'pore river..."Welcome to S'pore!!" i didn't know where to hide my face or wheter i should have just thrown her into the water! and she wanted to go to see the Merlion. =_= but it was "work in progress" ha. and we later went off to Marina for Pizza Hut.=) reached home about 10 and realised i had to print my photos by tomorrow for art. hiaz. bummer. right. i wanna go start looking for pictures now.. its 12 already. till then! you know you'll miss me.don't deny!=D
(Friday, June 27, 2008 / 10:54 PM)
FATIN! WHY ME?!! i hate this things!!! argh. here goes nothing... and a note to anybody esle reading this who might ever have the urge to ask me to do this things again... I'LL BREAK YOUR NECK THEN TATTOO YOUR WHOLE BODY WITH THAT SAID QUIZ. right. now lets begin shall we?=)
Rules and Regulation of this quiz:
1) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. 2) Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and continue this game bysending it to other people those people must state who they are tagged by &cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
*Tagged by FATIN. (thank god i love you too much to cause grievous hurt to you.)
#How will you feel when your boyfriend broke up with you when he falls for another girl and yet he lie to you the truth for breaking up. -i'll break HIM up.=) # If your lover betrays you, what would be your reaction? -please read answer above.=) # If you had 3wishes, what will that be? -i wanna lose 3 million pounds.=) -i want a star.=) -i want to never run out of wishes.=D # Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you’re really real? -yup.always.sometimes i think i am too good to be true.=p # Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you? -honestly?i am petrified. # Would you change yourself for the person you love? -if it is worth it. # Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? -being loved.no doubt about that.=) # How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? -until another one comes along.=D # If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do? -been there,done that.not telling what i did.shoo. # Is there anything that made you unhappy these days? -me.=) oh.and red gummy bears.=D # Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head? -yup.he insisted on staying and starting a family...said he had a house in there. oh well.=D # Who are currently the most important people to you? -my family,6 other wonders and my gummy bears.=D # Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn’t? -yeah.damn. # What’s the ideal perfect relationship to you? -us loving,trusting and most importantly,having fun always.=) # Are you happy with your life? -right now,i think i can still deal with it.=) # What type of friends do you like? -those who do everything with me and keeps me grounded. and i already found them.=) i love my wonders.=) # Do you often wish that there is something you could change? -yeah.again,damn. # During raining day, would you like a guy to walk with you or to shelter you? -walk with me for sure.=) # What would be the thing you dislike most? -unexplainable things and red gummy bears.=) # What would you notice about people of different gender? -their eyes.my first instinct is to lock eyes with anyone i meet.=) 6 people who are tagged by me : -Alvin. -rebec -waiyin -wanling -norvan -zhiying.
there!i am done!whoo! i now have a headache from all those damn questions. argh. and i apologize to all those who have to suffer after me. please blame fatin.=D unless you actually LIKE doing this things...then..well...enjoy. =_= daddy just called. have to go down soon to help him bring stuff up. yay.=) i like going down in the middle of the night. it's so....peaceful? whatever it is....and i can star gaze.=D right. gotta go. today's post long enough already due to damned quiz. and plus,i have to think of a name to call a certain someone.=D haha. till then. you know you'll miss me.who wouldn't?!=D
★★★i still like Pigghy.=D SillySILLY Pigghy.=D
(Wednesday, June 25, 2008 / 10:56 PM)
HELLOO~ i am here early today.=D cause a certain someone asked me too. see how nice i am?=D went out with 5 of the wonders and hakim daddy after school today to Changi Village to get their D&T stuff and dinner. went to fatin's house first to take a shower and met up with hakim at the busstop and the rest at Changi Village.=) and my handphone died! it died after pe and i was screaming "it died!it died!!!atiqah!!my handphone dieeeddd!!!!" yup. i am dramatic.=D but i changed phone with atiqah so that she could bring it home to charge for me before meeting me again. and that one hour was torture!!! i am hopeless without my phone.=D i am currently going crazy cause of the incessive ringing of my msn conversations that i cant open cause i am kinda rushing this post...*hint**hint* haha. and i am also keeping a close watch on my sister who's using my current obession,my laptop,on my bed. i am making sure she doesn't type too hard,touch the screen,use up my battery and making sure she swears to save my laptop first if her life is in any danger.=D oh! and i shrank!!! AGAIN. i am currently 147.5cm. =_=! and bobby had to rub it in before that by reminding me this..."valerie!lets hope you reach your goal of reaching 150cm!" and he actually stood next to teacher and watch him measure me! actually...the whole class stood around to watch him. =_=! and after the result was announced..he went,"ohhh..you didnt manage to acchieve your goal." thanks for pointing out the obvious bobby! haha! great. i have once again regained my status as the shortest in class. damn. and i am not telling you my weight!!! i am only saying that i am getting closer to reaching 5 million kg. welcome to my sad pathetic state.=) right. someone's nagging already. asked me to post then complained i am taking so long. =_=! naggy! haha!=D right. till then!=) you know you'll miss all 147cm and 5 million kg of me.=D
★★★get a dictionary SillySILLY piggy thinghy!=D and stop nagging so much! ha!=D
(Monday, June 23, 2008 / 10:02 PM)
the best thing about a laptop? i can blog,watch television and gorge on gummy bears at the same time!=D and Prison Break is showing now! whee~ razzan reminded me that i used to biased against laptops... i used to try and discourage anyone who wanted a laptop. actually now...i can't really remember why. hmm... hur. who cares? i am currently still very infatuated with my new play thing.=D oh! i got burned!!=( i now have a scar near my elbow.=( it happened when my mum was putting the iron on the table and i happened to move so..ta dah! ouch. Oooo.... Wentworth Miller is hooooottt.=D oh no! Whistler is gonna kill Michael!!=( haha. sorry. i am kinda engrossed in the show.=) there's a hottie!who wouldn't be?!=D nooo!!!Michael!!Watch out!!! stupid Whistler! oh. commercial break. haha! i need more gummy bears! heh. gonna go grab more gummy bears before the break ends. till then! you know you'll miss me.=D
★★★only one star out SillySILLY.=)
(Sunday, June 22, 2008 / 10:29 PM)
i am pissed. and freaking cranky. which is a natural feeling when you're pissed. damn. school is tomorrow. fuck it. i don't wanna go back. i am not ready for school. screw school.screw the teachers.screw schoolwork.screw exams.screw Ns or Os. and screw education. argh. and my mum just reminded me i am fat. thanks alot mummy! i really needed you to point out the obvious! damn. i wanna go gorge on gummy bears and chocolate and put on 50 freaking more kg now. till then. i don't care if you don't miss me.
( / 12:50 AM)
new laptop!new laptop!!=D i am currently blogging using my new laptop!=D whee~ now i won't need to start a new world war with my sis everytime we both want to use the computer at the same time.=D yay! but... i can't seem to make the sound appear!!! *sobs* i tried everything!!!=( i am hopeless at this! i hate laptops! poo. i don't know how to use them!=( i can't survive without sound!!! it's so so....QUIET!!!!=( right. enough whining. i still need to get everything needed in my laptop to make it feel "me-ish".=D that includes alot alot of photos.=D update better next time. till then! you know you'll miss me.=D
(Thursday, June 19, 2008 / 10:35 PM)
I AM BACK!I AM BACK!I AM BACCCCCCCCCCKKKKK!!!!!=D and i know you're glad! haha! i am glad to be back too but i miss the kelong!=( this year's trip has got to be the best so far... i miss being in the middle of the sea. i miss the other people there. i miss fishing. heck,i even miss getting my fishing line caught underwater. i miss the food(!) i miss eating four times a day cause the cook prepares breakfast,lunch.dinner,supper.=D i miss the sea breeze. i miss star gazing. i miss chasing after my cousing screaming"Clement!don't do that!!" and i miss the two Myanmar boys!=D ahhh. poo. yeah. i miss the place.=( i wanna go back! i wanted to stay longer but daddy couldnt cause he had work.=( i miss the two Myanmar boys working there. (Myanmar!fatin!myanmar!!not M'sian!) one is 17 and Myanmar-chinese and adorable. and another looks pan-asian and really cute but unfortunately doesn't speak chinese. =D and like fatin says... yeah,things will never change for me.=D and i know they won't be around by the time i am go back next year.=( and not much fish this time around. but i did catch some!=D including one "ang cho ki". i don't know how to translate that into english. haha! but its about the length of the tips of my fingers to my elbow,give or take a few centimeters.=D shoot. now i miss the place even more.=( i wanna go baccckkkk! but i know fatin will miss me.=D and so will you guys!=D and if you don't...it's just because you are in denial.=D i went to the Toy Museum today!=D with mummy and sis. it was kinda cool.=) and we ate ALOT. haha! we went after dropping the forms to renew our passports. i am fatter after today.=( and i nearly fell four times today! JO! read this! i fell into the drain!!!! hahahahah! seriously! i was talking to my sis and didnt watch wear i was going and whoosh! down i went! hahhaha! one leg only thank god and it was the small kind of drain so i didnt hurt myself.=D and i tripped on the way to the Museum,on the way to Bugis and on the way home.haha! and i banged my head on the glass wall in the Museum! hahahhaha! i am surprised i didnt managed to kill myself today.=D
and i got cranky walking through Bugis. i hate Bugis. HATE. i never liked that place. espiecially Bugis Street. all you have to do is see what the first shop is selling and you know what the rest of them are selling as well. i hate that place. bahh. alright. i need to go off now. and i just realized how long today's post is. haha! alright. sis wanna use now. she's giving me that"give-me-the-comp-now-or-i'll-rip-you-into-three million-pieces"look.=D right. haha. till then! byee~ you know you'll miss me!=D
★★★missed me?
(Saturday, June 14, 2008 / 6:04 PM)
HAPPY HAPPY 21ST B2F2!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH!!!! 3 MORE MONTHS TO OUR 2ND YEAR!!!! WOO!!!=D and just so you know, yes,i am still dead. i requested permission from the gods to come back down to post wishes for our 21st anni.=) i know i am so nice. thats why i am a saint now.=D i won't be blogging that often now cause the electricity bill went up and parents are blaming my computer using as one of the main reason. which i actually secretly agree with but don't tell them that!! and anyway, the gods won't let their best saint down to earth so often... there are many evils on earth you know!! i am off to m'sia tomorrow~ will be gone for 4 days. will be in the middle of the sea fishing,eating and doing nothing much esle. oh,and star gazing definitely!=D hopefully we'll get to go to one of the nearby island for swimming and all, if not...four days just doing those three things? total boredom for sure. but i survived last year's trip! and since i am dead for this year's...i think i'll manage.=) but still,i hope there will be people my age there. peferably,CUTE people my age.*ahem* some things will never change for me even in death.=D right. i think i need to go now. gods calling.=) for info of how i spent my last minutes alive... check out fatin's blog. yes, of cause i spent my last minutes "with" her! how could i not?! even though she tortured me for those few precious minutes! and i knew you were going to post those messages girl! i know you SO well! haha! and i love you too!!=D and i'll be watching you from above and even when you die and go straight down. i promise.=D right. till then.=) you know you'll miss me,in life and death.=D and oh. if you see me around or hear me or receive messages from me or whatever? count your lucky stars! you just saw/talked/listened to a saint!=D byee~
(Thursday, June 12, 2008 / 6:14 PM)
i am gonna die. i am sure of it. i am flu-ey,fever-y,sore throat-y... i am gonna dieeeee. and fatin threatened to make me live out my last minutes alive doing maths homework. MEANIE! right. i am gonna quarantined myself now and die alone,cold and sad. oh man. i live such a tragic life. you know you'll miss me. byee~
(Wednesday, June 11, 2008 / 9:49 PM)
can anybody die from repeated sneezing? cause i think thats exactly what i am about to do. argh.
i have been sneezing non-stop since 10 am in the freaking morning! please read:NON-STOP. even while i was sleeping! i actually woke up just to sneeze! can you imagine the state i look like when i went out with mummy and sis today?! oh god. i think whoever saw me has yet to recover from shock. at least it was a short outing to get stuffs, or i think i'll have like a million letters delivered to my doorstep demanding conpensation for trauma or that i be quarantined or put down. i am NOT kidding. currently i am even writing this bloody freaking slowly cause of the simple fact that i cant type two words before breaking into a sneezing fit. =_=! i think i wanna die. oh. and girl. i am glad you believe me.=) i know it hurts like shit to find out things are worse than you thought, but i hope that you finally realized and free yourself. afterall,we dont need people like him to kill us slowly. sneezing a million times an hour can do that as well. =_=! right. i think i wanna go find a place to curl up and die now. i know you'll miss me. i swear i'll try to miss you too.=D oh god. i just read fatin's blog and she said prelims is two weeks after holidays! great. i swear i don't even know where my school books are! don't even mention my holiday homework! i think i am definitely screwing N levels for sure. actually, dying now wouldnt be such a bad thing afterall. but i am sure it won't be good for you guys... you'll miss me too much.=P right. i am gone~ till then! or never again.=D you know i love you. and i know you love me for sure.=D
( / 12:06 AM)
oh. and a few other things for you to check if i am right. he treats you like you don't really exist in school. the most he'll do is,if you're lucky,he'll tease you or laugh at you. and he never says anything nice to you in school espicially when his friends are around. he calls you at late hours of the night and but heaven knows where he is during the day. sometimes he'll promise he'll call you back but never does. he never keeps his promises. at least those that requires him to do stuff. like treat you better. he makes you feel like a toy. he uses you only when he's bored or he doesnt have her or anything esle. he flares up if you asked about her. he flares up when you questioned him. he asks you to do things but he never does much for you. he never tells you how he feels. espiecially if its about his feelings for you. he'll instead ask you how YOU feel then only will he say something or he'll just leave it as that. he leaves you alone for long periods all of a sudden and makes you think if you've done something wrong and then comes back just as suddenly and acts as if nothing happened. and one more thing that still makes my blood boils. he tells his friends that we are the one that are going after him. that we are the one who initiates all the messages and calls. so to his friends,we seem THAT desperate over him. see how much of a jerk he is? i hope you do the right thing girl. and don't shed even a single tear anymore for him. cause he doesn't care. he just makes you believe he does. and i am here if you need anything esle.=) (and i am writing this at 12.15am cause i know you always online much earlier than me so you can read this by tomorrow afternoon.=D) zulh's online!=D woohoo! damn. he just went to watch soccer. he'll be back at half time though.=_=! right. i am going~ byee~
(Tuesday, June 10, 2008 / 10:16 PM)
i just came back from shopping!=D at orchard. where esle? S'pore is THAT small. at least i bought my iron on!=) the rest is pretty much my sis's clothes and my mum's shoes cause i look like crap in whatever my sis bought cause i weigh like 4 million pounds. damn. and i think i built muscles in my fingers from carrying all those bags home. =_=! oh yeah. girl. its no use to,i quote you,"slap everything to his face and let him wake up to his senses and stop this nonsense". he'll just lie more and swear he won't ever do it again but he'll still continue. trust me. its tried and tested. and obviously failed. if you do that,he'll just flare up at you and accuse you of not trusting him or not believing in him and make you feel guilty for doubting him. and i am very sure he did that to you plenty of times before. he thinks he can get as many girls as he want. i am sure by now you should know how egoistic he is. and the thing is. he DID get more than one. thats why he won't stop. he knows he can do it. girl,get away now. don't fall in again. i made that mistake about a dozen times and never once have i felt better than the last. if possible,i came out worse each time. get out now. or risk hurting yourself more. and trust me. he's SO not worth it. and i wanna qoute Click Five and say"I am still broken but i am FREE".=D god. that was super cheesy. haha. and i'll answer anything esle you wanna ask. right. now that that is done, i wanna go watch CSI.=D sis wanna use the comp so i'll let her have it for the hour that CSI is shown.=) i know i am so sweet.=D nothing much to write today anyway. i wanna go listen to the rain and fix my eyes on the television screen now. and i already missed 7 minutes of it! ahh! byee~ you know you'll miss me.=) AND MY BOYFRIEND TURNS A YEAR OLDER TODAY!!=D
( / 12:08 AM)
i don't trust you no more? i found things out. and suddenly,you're not what i thought anymore. maybe my friends were right afterall.
(Monday, June 09, 2008 / 11:16 PM)
i really don't know why i am here really. i have nothing to say. =_= stars are out tonight!=D only 2 of them. and i see THAT star.=D right. this is for you girl. i hope you know who you are. you definitely deserve better. MUCH better. like i said in yesterday's post... he'd nothing good. i hope you read yesterday's post, cause thats everything i wanted to say. i know its wierd to tell you all this now... but i cant just sit back and watch you hurting when i know what he's doing. i hope you won't hate me or hold it against me. its not easy to find out that things are worse than you thought... thats why i am sorry. but i rather you realize it before he hurts you further. right. i had to let that out. now i am off to watch all those stupid youtube clips zuhaili is giving me.=D he's off to watch soccer soon and i'll be left alone.=( but to be fair...i abandoned him for an hour to watch Prisonbreak as well.=D damn. after watching clips of japanese game shows... i conclude that the japanese just ahve too much time on their hands.=_=! well..see ya! you know you'll miss me.=D
The star is out.=)
(Sunday, June 08, 2008 / 11:26 PM)
BAHHHH. I AM FAT. okay. that was so random.=D but i am! i wanna lose three million pounds before i ever leave my house again! i swear! unless johnny depp insist on bringing me out la...i cant say no can i?! wait he leaves on his own and delusional people like...(i am just randomly naming somebody!it doesnt mean anything!really!)..JOLENE GOH kidnaps him...then what can i do?!! delusional peolpe are VERY dangerous you know!=D i am boreddddd~ i am currently just watching fan videos that was made to Metro Station's "Shake it". they are super cute! but my favourite is still the one i posted yesterday.=D its the cutest,funniest and contains the hottest guys.=D i am sure the guys are reasons enough to catch the video,so please scroll down for video.=D speaking of hot guys... i saw a uber hot guy todayyyy~=D at Changi Village when i was there with uncle,aunty,cousin,mum and sis.=) i think i'll visit Changi Village more often now.=D there's NOBODY online!!! poo. WHERE IS EVERYBODY?!! i am borrreeedddd~ bahhhh.
oh and one more thing.
i don't know if you'll read my blog but i wanna tell you yet i don't dare to tell you in person.
so i really hope you read this.
i read what you have written on your blog and i know what you're feeling cause i've been through exactly what you have.
but i am over it already.thank god.
and i want you to realize and get out as well.
when i read your post...i just wanted to scream this out to you...
YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE HE'S STRINGING ALONG!
you may think theres only you and her..but girl,theres more he's hiding.
i don't know if you'll belive me but i swear i am not lying.
he's nothing good except for hurting you.
and you don't deserve that.
i realy hope you read this and realize before he hurts you even more.
right. i think i am gonna stop writing now and go look for stars.=) i haven't seen them this few days cause it has been cloudy.=( hopefully they are out tonight.=) and i just realize that i have ALOT of smileys in my post. woo! i am off to stargaze and listen to David Cook's "Always be my baby" on repeat!=D till then! you know you'll miss me.=D damn. no stars tonight.=(
(Saturday, June 07, 2008 / 1:59 PM)
I FOUND SOMEBODY TO GO WITH ME TO SINGFEST!!!!!!!!=D
my cousin said she wanna go too! woohoo!!1 i was thinking of asking her as well but she asked me first. woo!!=D but she can only go for one day.=( she wanna see Jason Mraz but not sure if he's slated to perform. but if she can only go for one day then i'll go with her for the second day. cause One republic,Panic at the disco and Alicia Keys are confirmed for that day.=) but i am still free for the first day!!!*hints hints* New Found Glory,Lost Prophets and Simple Plan confirmed for the first day.=) but full schdule of the acts and confirmed list of acts will only be announced next week. cant wait! woo!=D
right now. i am just listening to Gavin Degraw's "In love with a girl" and Metro Station"Shake It".=) they are currently enjoying repeated plays on radio and i am in love.=D (with the songs!not anything esle!except johnny depp of cause.=p) and i love the fan video for "Shake it"! their fans did a video to the song as well... it's absutely adorable!=D really really cute! thats why its here, so you guys can enjoy it too.=D i know i am so nice.=D but the official music video is really cool as well. the breakdancers are awesome.=D seriously,Go See! link for official video here.=) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9ioJ_i8P3k but please be smart enough to pause my blog song first.=_=! i think i'll post Gavin Degraw's "In Love With a Girl" as well.=) i love it.and its lyrics.=) cause i want to be "in love with a boy who knows me better"=D and if anybody has the songs... pretty pretty please send to me?=D
right. heading off now. don't know if i'll blog again tonight or tomorrow cause i am going ooouuuttt~=) family gatherings for both days! woohoo! my weeks don't end better than this.=D till then!=D
Metro Station's "Shake It"
Gavin Degraw's "In Love With A Girl"
(Friday, June 06, 2008 / 11:49 PM)
HELLOOOOO~ =D i am back.=) i was supposed to be online yesterday as well buuuuttttt.... i fell asleep.=D and now that i am online... people keep asking me if the reason i didnt come online yesterday was because i fell asleep. how do you people know what i do?! i am scared. haha!=D oh yeah... i need to do this shoutout cause i am kinda desperate... ANYBODY WANTS TO GO TO SINGFEST WITH ME?!!!!! its on Aug 2 and 3. $150 for one day,$300 for both. Acts performing includes One Republic,Alicia keys,Simple Plan,Lost Prophets,Panic! at the disco and many more.=) and it lasts over 10 hours each day. okay. now i sound like a walking advertisement board.=_=! but seriously! anybody wanna go? my mum says she'll go with me if i am desperate to go and theres nobody to accompany me.=D my mum so rocks.=) woooo~ i am bored~ i am currently staring at my canvas. and its staring back at me!=D we definitely have chemistry. you can feel the electrifying tension in the air. it's love.=D okay. i am crapping. i love my canvas and i am sure it loves me but i think Johnny Depp will be jealous if he knew.=D so don't tell okay?=D and i finally found the perfect song to describe "us".=) and its by ummm.....Miley cyrus. haha! but the lyrics are oh so true.=) and i am over you~ i think i'll head off now. its late. lyrics below. read it and believe it cause everything is so true.=) till then.=)
i am over you. and i am so glad.=) You made me love you. but i've left that lie.=D
and yeah... You're still the sweetest,SillySILLY.=D ★★★
7 Things I Hate About You I probably shouldn't say this But at times I get so scared When I think about the Previous relationship we shared It was awesome, but we lost it It's not possible for me not to care And now we're standing in the rain But nothing's ever gonna change Until you hear, my dear The seven things I hate about you The seven things I hate about you You're vain, your games, you're insecure You love me, you like her You make me laugh, you make me cry I don't know which side to buy Your friends, they're jerks When you act like them Just know it hurts I wanna be with the one I know And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do You make me love you It's awkward and it's silent As I wait for you to say What I need to hear now Your sincere apology When you mean it, I'll believe it If you text it, I'll delete it Let's be clear Oh, I'm not coming back You're taking seven steps here And compared to all the great things That would take too long to write I probably should mention The seven that I like The seven things I like about you Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's And when we kiss, I'm hypnotized You make me laugh, you make me cry But I guess that's both I'll have to buy Your hand in mine When we're intertwined Everything's all right I wanna be with the one I know And the seventh thingI like the most that you do You make me love you You do
(Wednesday, June 04, 2008 / 11:23 PM)
i am here just to let you know that...
JOLENE GOH IS DELUTIONAL!!! JOHNNY DEPP IS MINEEEE!!! AND HE'S NEVER GONNA BE YOURS! HE'S FOREVER MINE AND ANYBODY ESLE IS JUST A FLING!=D HE'S MINEEEEE! AND HE LOVES MEEEE! AFTERALL...I AM THE ONE WHO HAS HIM IN A LITTLE BOX BY MY BED.=D
so if she comes up to you and say she has johnny Depp...pity her cause delution is a very sad thing.=D
( / 1:25 AM)
HELLO!!!!=D
haha. sorry. i just wanted to do that. =D
right. now i don't know what to say. haha. oh yeah! did you know.... I KEEP JOHNNY DEPP IN A LITTLE BOX BY MY BED?
ITS TRUE I SWEAR!
but don't tell anyone okay?=D
lalalalala~ i wanna go find my sneakers. hold on.
found!=D i am wearing my red sneakers to school tomorrow! whee~ together with Razzan.=) i am sick of staring at boring school shoes already.=D and furthermore...i quote me when i say... "Red Sneakers Make A Statement".=D and don't come and ask me what statement okay?!! it's just "Statement"!full stop. =_=!
i cant wait for my fishing trip to M'sia with my family! whee~ i'll be in the middle of the sea doing NOTHING for four days except sleep,eat and fish.=D i am gonna gain 5 more bloody kg. damn. and oh. i am gonna have the chance to GAZE AT THE STARS AT NIGHT. the best place to look at stars is in the middle of the sea.=) there are MILLIONS of them.=) i love stars. and i think you guys already know that.=D and i'll definitely be looking out for that particular star.=) the biggest and brightest one. the one that means something.=) oh damn. now i don't wanna go! i am gonna miss everyone!=( and i know you'll miss me too.=D
i am BOREEEEDDDD. i am currently having a PM chat on msn. haha! i don't know what to blog about?! i remembered i had alot to say! but now i can't remember anything.=D i think you're right zulh. i DO have STM.=D
right. i think i'll just go. and if i remember what to blog about i'll come back.=D till then. you know you'll miss me.=D
the stars are out,Silly.=) silly!silly!silly!silly!silly!SILLY!=D ★★★
(Tuesday, June 03, 2008 / 10:23 PM)
yup. those are the pictures of today's movie marathon.=D and it wasnt even a marathon! it was one movie and 3/4 of another.=_=! we watched "Shutter" and screamed our heads off.=) or rather the other 4 did. i watched the american remake so i knew where the scary parts were so i knew when to not look.=D and Alvin and Jolene left early!!=( and me,atiqah,fatin,rebec watched "Grease" and sang and danced along. haha! i have a video of it! but i am never posting it for the simple reason that if i did...i don't think either of us could ever walk out in public ever again.=D but seriously,today was too short! it wasnt even 5 hours! and not all of us were present cause Razzan eventually didnt turn up anyway. and two went off early. but i guess we had fun while it lasted.=) and not to mention i enjoyed this morning's shopping trip with mummy at Giant.=D we went shopping for instant noodles and all sorts of junk food for today. and the pictures below shows exactly how long the receipt was and the amount of food i bought.=D and thats not even the full picture! i didnt include the instant noodles and drinks and chocolate bar that had already been eaten.=D and there are plenty of leftovers! damn! i am gonna gain like 5-bloody-kg!! help me la people! anyways... thanks for leting me have this mummy!=D art tomorrow~ bahh. skipped today's so i must attend tomorrow's. i hope it won't be boring.=) and my throat hurts! it's feel dry and scratchy..=( i think it's because of all the junk food i ate plus the screaming and laughing and shouting.=D i don't care! i wanna have a proper one next time! complete with sleepover! and i want EVERYONE OF US there! i mean it.=) denise! i SO wanna go boarding as well! but i don't think i can?=( i'll make it up to you i swear! right. i wanna go make sure zulh remains sane now.=D he worries me all the time.=) and i need to know exactly how big a bag i need.=D (yuni!i know you know what i mean!haha!) right. till then!=)
i may not really know you. but do you know me? i know you didnt say you knew me. but i am just asking. cause i wanna know. ★★★
(Monday, June 02, 2008 / 11:31 PM)
MOVIE MARATHON TOMORROW!!!!=D WOOHOO!!! i am gonna stock up on instant noodles and all sorts of junk food!=D and we are gonna rent NC-16 movies for the benefit of the four wonders who are STILL underaged. haha!=D i am just enjoying rubbing in the fact that i just turned SIXTEEN.=D i went for art today! dragged myself out of bed just to make it to class and provide joy to my fellow artists.=D and i was VIOLATED BY JOLENE GOH! she filmed me!! TWICE!! i feel like i was being hounded by paparazzis okay! haha! AND THOSE VIDEOS BETTER NOT MAKE IT TO YOUTUBE CAPPY! i am bored! and i miss my sister!!! currently on msn chatting with Tallie and we both miss your respective girl.=( its another three more days!=(( and i already have tons to tell her. and writing this just makes me miss her more.=( right. i'll stop then.=) oh yeah... HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNI!!!! ALL THE BEST ALRIGHTS?! MUCH LOVES!!!=D (SEE?I DIDNT FORGET!=D) alrights. i wanna go now. have to log off by 12.30 every night now. daddy's watching me~ haha. till then!=D
i am sorry i don't know you like i thought i did. all i wanted was to know. but you didnt want to tell me. i don't know you. but do you know me? that night didnt end well. i didn't like that. remember "No fights"? keep that in mind alrights? ★★★
(Sunday, June 01, 2008 / 11:26 PM)
my little sis is going to camp!! i am gonna miss her.=( and i know she'll miss me even though she says she won't.=D and when she's gone...i wanna have my movie marathon with my seven wonders!=D Tues alright?!! please?!!! i promise to stock up on instant noodles and every kind of junk food ever produced!! okay?!=D i have art tomorrow. darn. monday-friday,9am-6pm. argh. and i currently have nothing to write either.=D right. till then.=)
i finally got my answer. i miss you.friend. last long with her okay? ★★★
i need fatin. i think i wanna cry.
( / 1:12 PM)
bahh. =D
haha. sorry,i am bored! as usual. haha.=D i ended up not going Kbox-ing with R2 and A2 after all. hahah! that is razzan.rebec,atiqah and alvin. hahah! okay. i am lame. see what boredom do to you?!! haha.=D i know rebec was worried when i called to cancel at the last minute. but i am fine bear.=) and i swear i'll make it up to you guys. but not with Ben and jerry's ice cream! haha.=D
but i did see them afterall! cause i went to marina with my mum and sis anyway.=D I GOT MY NEW URBAN MALE BAG!! YAY! and i know you "hate" me now bear! haha!=D anyway...i saw them at Four skin where i was looking at tees.=) and i squealed VERY loudly and lunged myself into atiqah arms.=D haha! my mum later told me that the shop keeper was complaining about how loud i squealed. haha! but i had to leave early them early cause i wanted to go to Candy Empire.=) WHICH DID NOT HAVE WHAT I WANT! damn! they sold out! bahh. so my craving for something really sweet ain't satisfied yet. haha.=)
i wanna go "play" with emoticons on msn with shan huai now. haha! he's bored and so am i.=D i'll probably come back tonight or maybe not. till then. You know you'll miss me.=D
oh. i don't know what's happening? i don't know if you're for real. and how am i supposed to find out anyway? i don't want anymore fights. and i don't wanna come in between either. but what's gonna happen now? IS THIS ALL A GAME TO YOU? ★★★
and you. you sorta made appearances and disappered time and again. i am sick of it. stop stringing me along cause i don't wanna be your toy anymore. i deserve better and YOU are not "better". but the best thing about what you're doing? you made it so much easier to get over you. thank god.=)
