(Wednesday, July 30, 2008 / 11:03 PM)
i skipped school today!!!!and i hope no teacher see this.xDi was too tired!!!i swear!=Dtomorrow have art till 8+...staying in the canteen to do art cause they need to close the shutters after school hours=_=i have to sleep by 12.30 every night!!!thats what my doctor ordered me to do.poo.it's so early!!!she said i am not sleeping enough thats why i am getting frequent headaches and get so tired.=Di went running today.=)i am doubly proud of myself.=Dbut with mummy cause zulh couldnt make it.lalala~and i feel like screaming now.haha.thanks to somebody!i'll make sure you name your child Description,Chamber,Terrorist,Waffle or Whiffy next time!!!=_=right.i wanna go transfer photos now.cause my memory card needs to be reformated again!urgh.i have only an hour left before bedtime.haiz.till then!=D★★★you are hopeless at names.xD
(Tuesday, July 29, 2008 / 11:10 PM)
DADDY IS BACCCCKKKK!!!!!=DI AM A FREAKING HAPPY CHILD!!!=Dwhee~i have a love-hate relationship with today.haha.i had a happy morning..which started with a message that made me smile on the bus.i didnt dare to look up and see if anybody thought i was insane.haha.but classes was crappy.got "talked to" by mr chang and mr choo.whatever.i really don't give a damn.and i got super fucking cranky during art.urgh.it was so humid and i felt so sticky that i just walked out and went down to take pictures of the netballers and refused to go back up.=Dand i have plenty of blackmail-worthy pictures.xDso be nice!!=Dand daddy came back!=Dbut nobody left to talk to on the phone.=(everytime i can,they cannot.everytime i cannot,they have to wait.=(sorry!i want lollipops!it's my current obsession.=Dbut i only eat strawberry flavored ones,not the yoghurt ones.eew.i am picky.=Doh.and i probably won't be going to Singfest anymore.i just suddenly don't feel that excited anymore.haha.right.i am going off now.i wanna sleep.supposed to do art but i am exhausted.poo.till then.=)you know you'll miss me.=D★★★Silly.you okay not?why no mood?take care okay?=)
(Monday, July 28, 2008 / 11:14 PM)
I AM DESPERATE FOR SOMEBODY TO GO TO SINGFEST WITH ME!!!!
DESPERATE I TELL YOU!!!!DESPERATE!!!!
THIS WORDS ARE EVEN BIG ENOUGH TO CONVEY MY DESPERATION!!!!!!!!!!argh!!i wanna go!and it's this weekend!i am desperate!nobody has the cash to go..it's the last day before prelims!i wanna spent my last day fully alive dancing and having fun!not studying.eew.if i can't find anybody by wednesday...i am dragging my mum.i am determined to go!but i am not going alone.double eew.at least my mum is cool enough.=Dthank god.=Dart tomorrow,thurs and friday.have to stay all way till 7-8+.crap.i wanna go running.i ran today with zulh.=Dat 8.20pm.pasir ris park is creepy at night with no lights.but it was an awesome run.thanks zulh!=Dand there wasn't much mosquitos so i wasn't eaten alive.xDbut there was alot of spider webs.gross.i want nachos.and gummy bears.haha.oh!and oreo cheesecake and Starbucks's mocha frappe.xDi feel fat already just thinking about it.haha.but trying to keep to a strict diet now.i am dying.=Dright.gonna go now.daddy is coming back tomorrow!!!!!yay!yay!YAY!!!!=Di can't wait!!!!can't wait!cant wait!can't wait!!!=Dokayokay.right.haha.till then!=Dy'all will miss me,i am sure.xD★★★Silly!i didnt get eaten by mosquitos.=Dand i still think you're sweet and really mean at times.haha.xD
(Friday, July 25, 2008 / 10:35 PM)
nice car eh?
of cause!
soon to be mine.=D
as soon as i pass my driving test 2 years from now.
haha!
nah.
it's daddy's car.
went to go start the engine for him just now so the car won't feel cold and unused.=D
he wanna change car soon.
poo.
and he said he'll buy me a car as soon as i pass.=D
but no motorcycles for me.=(
ha.
nevermind.
a Mustang can le!=D
right.
i am back again.=D
this is the third time today.
cause SOMEBODY did a crap job of updating for me!
you are so screwed!
you know what you owe me.=D
whee~
i am bored!
i am currently defending myself against ridzuan who has the crazy idea that poor innocent me told rebecca he was called BIG SMURF.
why would i want to reveal ridzuan as BIG SMURF for?
why would i do that?!
i get so wrongly accused sometimes.
right.
this is a long post thanks to the endless blabbering in the first paragraph.
=_=
in fact,this whole post is blabberish.
cause i am on a sugar high!xD
gorging on gummy bears all night tend to do that do you.=D
i miss daddy!!
he didn't call today!
he was supposed to!!
it's every two days!=(
another 4 more days to go before he's back.=(
right.
i better go now.
or i'll never finish typing...
i wanna go jump up and down and scream to vent off my pent-up sugar energy now.=D
till then.
you know you love me.=D
( / 10:20 PM)
YOU ARE SO DEAD!!!DEAD!!!D-E-A-D!!you just insulted me online!!!where everybody can see!!!and you didn't even used the correct colour for the post to make it look realistic la.=_=and you just lost your bet with me!and it has only been 2 hours!!!you are screwed!!haha!
( / 9:59 PM)
HELLO!!!I AM VALERIE DO U KNOW ME???ILIKE TO BE FAT I LIKE TO EAT ALOT!!!I LIKE DRAWING...i love painting...i am bored...i got nothing to do....i am toking on the phone with...now...im off byebye
( / 11:09 AM)
i am in the school library.
=_=
this is lame.
got history lesson at 2.30!!!
i am supposed to be in the art room!
poo.
right.
byee~
=)
(Thursday, July 24, 2008 / 11:04 PM)
i am exhausted.mentally and physically.i am pratically worried about E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G.and it's taking its toll on me.and how do i cope with it?i eat.ALOT.which does not help me one bit.i will just have the sudden urge to binge eat and stuff myself till i am about to throw up.then i stop and continue about half an hour later.and i got so guilty about the way i was treating myself that i actually tried to force myself to throw everything up.urgh.this is so not good.
i wanna start running next monday and get into a different and healthier routine rather than coming home everyday at 7.30,eating dinner and flopping down too exhausted to do anything esle much.i miss going out and having fun.i miss sports and wakeboarding.i miss the sun!i am grossing myself out everytime i look at myself.no wonder i am treated the way i am by some people.and i miss talking to fatin like we used to.i miss our books and secrets.and our book 5 is still missing!haha.i just miss you girl.right.till then.
(Wednesday, July 23, 2008 / 11:18 PM)
crying yourself to sleep results in puffy eyes the next morning.for worst results: get flu-y.=)conclusion: 1) look like a distorted goldfish. 2) look like you got into a fist fight. 3) look like a distorted goldfish that got into a fist fight.=Dhaha.just a gentle reminder up there.=)daddy called just now!!!!=Dyay!yay!yay!!=Dhe's in Shengzhen or something like that now...and leaving for Guangdong the day after tomorrow.but still a long way before he leaves for S'pore.=(and i failed N level chinese oral today!xDi skipped an average of 3 words per sentence during reading and during conversation...i just told them i have no suggestions whatsoever just so that i could get out of there.xDyup.i am so ace-ing chinese!=Dright.going off.zulh not online.have to start running next week!cancelled on the guys for three straight days cause of art finishing at 6+.i am exhausted!and sick.=(right.till then.i miss you guys!miss me?=)★★★hello SILLYSilly.=)i miss you!=D
(Tuesday, July 22, 2008 / 10:48 PM)
daddy went off to China already.=(i miss him.everytime somebody walks past,i'll check to see if it's him before i remember he's not in Singapore.=(i know you guys thing i am a bit overeacting..but i am just really worried.i am not used to not having him around for so long...even though i don't see him during the day cause i leave for school before he awakes..i still see him at night when i wait up for him when he comes home by midnight...at least i know he'll be back...but he's away for week!thats 7 nights i don't get to see him!!!=(right.sorry for the drama up there...i just suddenly miss everyone.=(even the people i just saw hours ago...i think its the flu getting to me..haha.chinese oral tomorrow..poo.right.i think i'll go now before i'll start blabbering sappy gibberish.=)till then.miss me like how i am missing you.=)★★★i miss you too.
(Monday, July 21, 2008 / 8:39 PM)
21082008
our first date with all seven of SWOLF.
i repeat:ALL SEVEN.
amazingly unbelievable but true.=D
i am so proud.xD
and "The Dark Knight" was A-W-E-S-O-M-E.
RAD AWESOME!!=D
i love the Joker!!!!!!!
he's hot!!and freaking adorable!!!!xD
"WHY SO SERIOUS?"
oh.
and Batman was cool too.=D
i still adore the Joker.=D
right.
i got nothing to do.
the reason i am even online at this early hour is because of Jo and fatin who insisted i came and sent them the pictures we took today.
=_=
and now i am bored senseless.
i was supposed to go running at Elias Green gym with the guys!
but canceled on them cause the movie finished at 5.45pm and i knew i would be too tired.
need to bring canvas to school tomorrow.
help please?
anyone wanna volunteer to help me?
PLEASE?!!
I swear i'll give you a gummy bear when i finally go and get it!!!
rebec told me they stocked up!
yay!!
i knew they were afraid of my threat.xD
right.
back to my canvas.
PLEASEEE?!!!
msg or call me if you wanna okay?
and i'll forever be grateful!
i'll even let you choose your gummy bear colour!!!=D
daddy going off to China for a week tomorrow.=(i miss him already.and he hasn't even left yet!=(i don't want him to go...poo.it's only 7 days right?hiaz.
right.
going off. i wanna go eat ice cream from the tub.xDyay!
till then!=D
you know you'll miss me!
i am serious about it.=D~Love me love me say that you love meFool me fool me go on and fool melove me love me say that you love meneed me need me say that you need me~
(Sunday, July 20, 2008 / 11:14 PM)
WHEE~HELLO PEOPLE!!!!=Dtoday is sunday!!tomorrow is monday!!!okay.duh.haha!xDcan you tell i am bored?haha.WATCHINH "THE DARK KNIGHT" TOMORROW WITH SWOLF!!!!YAYNESS!!!!=Di'll be watching one of the most awaited film with ALL SEVEN of SWOLF!!!unbeliveable.=Dand i can't wait to see the Joker.=Dhe's the only reason why i wanna watch this Batman movie...cause i don't normally watch superhero movies unless they have something to do with superhot Spiderman.=Dright.oh and there's school tomorrow.poo.it kinda spoils an otherwise almost-perfect day.poo.right.going off now.wanna go Youtube video surfing again with zulh.=Dand i am currently bouncing around to a song he just sent me.it's called "Love Fool" by New Found Glory.=)i love it!!!"Love me Love me Say that you love me~"whee~till then!!=Dlove me!!!=D
(Friday, July 18, 2008 / 9:28 PM)
I AM CONTENTED FOR TODAY.=Dplease note the word:TODAY.haha.i satisfied 3 of my cravings!=Dokay.i sound so greedy now.=_=haha!i felt like having fast food today so i met my mum at tampines after art and went to have MOS burger.=Dthen went to get my Starbucks Mocha Frappe.=Dtoo bad i couldnt satisfy my oreo cheesecake craving though.poo.but i am happy enough for now.=Dand i am supposed to be painting now rather than blogging but i gave in to temptation.haha.i wanna go watch Eminem videos on Youtube.haha!they are my current online obsession.hahha.and i am supposed to be music video surfing on Youtube with zulh...haha.but i have unfortunately have to resist that until much later cause i have to get started on my painting or i know i'll never tear myself away from the screen.=Dart tomorrow!skipping maths in the earlier morning cause starting the day with numbers is just gonna give me a migrain for the rest of the day.haha.right.my phoenix is callling to be finished.till then.=)and i know resistance in missing me is futile.=D★★★Hello SILLYSilly!=Dokay.this is lame.=_=just like you.=D
(Thursday, July 17, 2008 / 10:52 PM)
HELLO!=D
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.=Doh yeah.i don't like classes that think they are superior to us.yes.that's YOU 4/2.don't act like some big shot prima donna cause you ain't.so what if we don't ace our exams and compete to top the class?WE know how to have fun.and if your idea of fun is to find every single "fault" against us...please do everyone a favor and get a life.and in case you guys don't know the meaning of CAUSES..i suggest you get a dictionary and stop accusing us of not following instructions when all you guys did was give textbook answers without thinking.who do you think looks dumb now?ha.okay.i vented it out.phew.now i have nothing esle to say.=_=haha.zulh is online!!!woohoo!!!now i have somebody to talk to and crap with!!!=Dand watch silly Youtube videos.haha.and i found out today Candy Empire doesnt sell gummy bears anymore!!!!NOOOO!!!!i can sue you know!!!i'll sue for causing me emotional distress and trauma!!!!NO GUMMY BEARS!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT HAVING NO GUMMY BEARS CAN KILL?!!!
HUH?!HUH?!!
HOW CAN YOU GUYS DO THIS TO ME?!!!!
BRING BACK MY GUMMY
BEARRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! hmph.the nerve of some people!who gave them the right to stop selling gummy bears?!!hmph!right.i wanna go watch silly senseless Youtube videos wiht zulh now and maybe find demostration videos on how to plan a full scale protest outside Candy Empire if they still refuse to restock on gummy bears.don't mess with me and my gummy bears.right.till then.=Dyou know you'll miss me and my gummy bears!=D(just don't touch them!)
(Wednesday, July 16, 2008 / 9:50 PM)
hey.not in a blogg-ish mood now but i am here just for the sake of leaving a few lines.=)had a kinda crappy day in school...was okay for awhile then fell asleep halfway through english but couldnt even sleep peacefully cause the boys were trying to snap a superunglamourous shot of me sleeping.and adrie succeded when i eventually gave in to my exhaustion and slept.and i am sure the fucking ugly shot of me is gonna be sent to 3/4 of the school by friday.whoopee.what a way to welcome me back to school.followed 5 of SWOLF to whitesands but didnt stay and wait for them to finish lunch.wanted to rush home and check in on mum.and my mum smiled when she read the "card".=)"The Dark Knight" opening tomorrow.=)cant wait.i wanna watch Heath Ledger's much talked about performance as The Joker.will watch it after prep i guess.right.gonna go do some pointless stuff online now then take my medicine to knock myself out for the night.=)till then.miss me whenever alright?much loves.=)
(Monday, July 14, 2008 / 11:18 PM)
i am diagnosed EXHAUSTED.=)yup.not mentally of course,don't be silly.physically exhausted.=)mum thinks i overwork myself by going running straight after walking home and then sleeping late for so many days in row took its toll on my body and it just breaks down.=Dso i left school at 9.10 today and didnt sit for physics and english.ha.and i swear medicines are getting prettier!=Di have tablets with a "B" engraved in a cursive font..i have half yellow half brown antibiotics pills and i also have half blue half white pills.=Dpretty!but the cough mixture gets worse and worse everytime.i think it's supposed to kill you instead of making you feel better.=__=won't be in school tomorrow.doctor says i need to rest.so i will.=)going off now..nothing much to do..till then.you'll miss me!=Dand oh oh!IT'S THE 14TH!!!!14TH!!!HAPPY 22ND B2F2!!!!!2 MORE MONTHS!!!!WOO!!!=DI LOVE YOU GUYS SHITLOADS!!!!=Dwhee~
(Saturday, July 12, 2008 / 12:09 AM)
sis just fell asleep while making her wish.=__=!!!at least i got the cherry!=Dbyee!HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI!!!!=D
(Friday, July 11, 2008 / 11:42 PM)
woo!15 mins to sis's birthday!she'll be 15!and i'll no longer be 2 years older than her.poo.=Dwanted to blog a little before i have to go prepare her slice of birthday cake.=Dwanted to bring her out for dinner just now but she came home at 8pm and had to go get stuff for her outing tomorrow...so me and mum stayed at home and i gorged on chips,fruits and maggi.=Dthere goes my two days worth of running.=_=and if i had known better..i would have gone running instead of staying at home waiting!!poo.tuition tomorrow!i think.haha.i am not sure!i am bored!!!nobody is online!zulh's not online!again!bahhh.i was so bored that i actually watched Ghost Whisperer and cried shitloads.=_=but it was heartening okay!and then decided to come online to pester zulh...who's not online.=_=right.it's 11.50.gotta dash!the cherry on top of that cake is mine!!woo!=Dtill then!you know you'll miss me shitloads.=DP:S:call me out people!!i wanna go OUT!!i need to destress or my damned gastric is never leaving for good!HELP!
(Thursday, July 10, 2008 / 11:25 PM)
bahhh.=)i ran today!=Dand yesterday!i am so proud of myself.=Dwent running at MJC with mum and sis yesterday and adrie,zulh and han bin today...actually the boys played soccer while i had my not-so-fantastic run.my muscles were too tight and i hurt after just 3 rounds...and i had to stop every round.=_=never mind.another try tomorrow!=Dleft MJC at 9pm and walked with adrie and zulh to the nearby playground to chat awhile then realised the time and panicked.haha.they walked me home and finished 2 packets of soya bean and a glass of water...they drank soya bean and got brain freezed.=_=i had fun finally after such a dull week.=)thanks guys.=)and of cause my SWOLF.=Di won't know what would happen next year but i hope we'll never drift.=)if anything...i hope we get closer.yeah.=)oh.and yeah...screw you,coward.making up stories and trying to frame people up and now lack the guts to follow up...fuck you and fuck off.i am bored!zulh supposed to meet me online!!but i guess he went home,took his panadol and fell asleep.ha.oh well.i just have to find ways to entertain myself then...bahhh.=Dright.till then!you know you love missing me.=D★★★mixed...
(Tuesday, July 08, 2008 / 10:40 PM)
heya people.sorry for the previous posts...i know i was kinda harsh and umm..vulgar...and i am still.but i'am trying hard not to be right now.=)i know it ain't nice to read those words and i know how some of you worry...i am fine.at least..i will be.eventually.=)so i am going to be really sweet and sentimental and try not to utter a single harsh word in today's post.=Dfirstly,i wanna thank my SWOLF...-for always being there for me-for cheering me up-for tolerating my crap-for spoiling and pampering me-for letting me be the baby of the group.=Di know i usually close up when i am down and put up a front and pretend nothing's wrong...and i am sorry for that...and i love you guys...more than anything.=)and 4/3...-for making school bearable-for making me laugh non-stop everyday-for giving me a classful of instant friends-for being the best damn class in that damned school.=Dand to you other people out there...-the boys i sit with....zulh,adrie,naufal,ridz,redzuan,bobby.=)*thanks for being so crazy cause i can never stay upset when you guys are around...*thanks for always singing with me or starting a new song together.=)*thanks for always reminding me i am the only girl in between.=)*thanks for always getting us into trouble for being the noisiest.* and thanks for the never ending laughter.=D-the netballers...*i love you people and i always will...we overcame so many obstacles together and came out stronger as a team and we are that bonded.=)okay.i sound like some actress making her acceptance speech for her award or something.haha.at least i didn't swear!=Di hope this make up for the previous posts.=)prep tomorrow...N level oral tomorrow...mr sim's mini farewell party tomorrow...(swensen ice cream cake!woo!)right.i wanna go off now...till then.=)you know i love you for loving me.=D★★★thanks for being my Silly pigghy.=)cause you make me smile at times and so pissed some other times as well...ha.it's starless tonight and i miss the star...and i haven't spoken to you in ages...my SILLYSilly pigghy.=)
(Sunday, July 06, 2008 / 7:21 PM)
i swear i'll never know why guys thinks it's okay for them to treat their girls like crap.who gives them the permission to?!treating us well for the first 2-3 months DOES NOT mean you have done what's required if you want it to last longer than that.get your heads out from in between your legs jerks,cause we girls arn't here solely for your entertainment,for you to only have fun with and not treat us like we have feelings too.well,surprise surprise!we are very much as sensitive as you are mentally challenged.you.get this in your head.i love you as much but i won't stand to see you hurt her like that.she's my closest and i hate seeing her like this because of YOU.it won't hurt to let down your ego and pride and do what's required...rather than wait around for her to make the first move like always cause you think like a typical chavaunistic male and see no wrong in your actions.your actions don't make you seem indifferent or cool,it just shows you're heartless.and girl,dont' let this happen everytime.please.you deserve better.and i hope you know that.making excuses for him everytime isn't gonna help anything.if you'll do anything for him,why shouldn't he be the same?never settle for anything less than you deserve babe.and please remember that.i have many more indecent words to describe my life these days...but i'll spare you the details.nobody esle deserve to suffer this much.prep in 2 days.start of failing spree begins then too.wow.what a coincidence eh?i don't care anymore.simply don't.fuck me up for all i care.cause you ain't me and you never will be.so you and your sorry ass can kindly fuck off.and guys everywhere should know that we girls arn't just for fun.cause if you think that way...boy,you are one fucking sorry pathetic piece of crap.now fuck off.
(Friday, July 04, 2008 / 9:55 PM)
nothing to say.art,maths and tuition tomorrow.screw school.screw education.screw everything.and screw the fucking pathetic person who did it.
i won't let you off.Fuck You.
(Thursday, July 03, 2008 / 10:22 PM)
for the record...i am still in a fucking foul mood from yesterday's blog post outburst...but i just had to come here to share what my bimbotic sister said just now.=)it made me laugh and forget i was drop dead fucking exhausted for about 5 mins.ha.we were looking for lettuce and she spurted this ditzy comments...Me:eh...which one is lettuce?
R:*picks up one green cabbage and a whiter coloured one* look here okay!see?*shows me the white cabbage* this is cabbage!it has leaves.this one*shows me green one* this one is lettuce..it has no leaves!i stood there laughing for 5 mins and she didnt even realize what she said!she insists she was right until my mum came and told her both was cabbage just that the colours were different.and still she insisted that "nooo!i am correct!cabbage has curlier leaves!!lettuce smoother leaves!"
haha.yeah,she made me laugh today.=)and so did my 6 other wonders.oh, and the boys i sit with.=)they are so infuritating irritating that they are adorable.haha.=)but hey.i AM still pissed.don't believe?just try and piss me off.and don't bother trying to tell me what to do.if you're planning to...sweetheart,remember this two words okay?FUCK OFF.
(Wednesday, July 02, 2008 / 10:15 PM)
fuck.screw everything in my fucking damn life.most of all,screw school.and thanks mum for "supporting" me.i take ART okay?!i told you it was an expensive subject!but hey,may i point out that YOU were the one who said"no choice right?if you have to do it then can't help it what".you are so contridicting.what a fucking load of bullshit.if i could,i swear the first thing i do is drop out of school.the only thing that keeps me there is my friends.but fuck it.i will drop out if the chance was ever offered to me.no fucking second thoughts about it.screw studies.who cares if i can calculate probilities or know the history of the League of Nations?!nobody thats who.fuck.damn it this sucks.who cares?i can fuck up my life more than it already is if i want to.so fuck off.
(Tuesday, July 01, 2008 / 10:48 PM)
HELLO!HELLO!HELLO!!!=Di ran today!i feel so proud of myself.=Dalthough i nearly died.=__=went running with rebec and atiqah.we did it!yay!tomorrow another 2.4km!=Di have nothing to say.i am just here for the sake of being here.=__=i wanna sleep early today!yeah right val.nice try.you're nocturnal remember?you are shit at sleeping early.=Dbut i don't wanna end up falling asleep in class again!nowadays,i sleep at least 4 periods a day...and i get super dazed after i wake up.and prep is next week.oh whoopee.can you help me spell F-A-I-L?=Dneed to go help rebec find art pictures now..she's flu-ey.poor bear.rest well you understand!okay.i am going~till then!you know you'll miss me!and denial is futile.=D★★★why am i online and you're not and you're online when i am not?
haha.you SillySILLY pigghy.=D
