(Sunday, August 31, 2008 / 11:44 PM)
Ns are heeerrrreeeee!!!!bahh.damn bloody fishsticks.poo.i have an overwhelming urge to skip Ns but i know i can''t.bloody hell.as if my life isn't suckish enough without major exams to further screw it.damn damn damn.whatever.i don't give a freaking damn anymore.
(Saturday, August 30, 2008 / 12:38 PM)
Even if it hurts like hell,i will not cry.
(Thursday, August 28, 2008 / 10:52 PM)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!=DAND I HOPE YOU LOVED YOUR CUPCAKES-AT -MIDNIGHT SURPRISE.=Di didnt get chosen for the Teachers-students games tomorrow.=(bummer.=(so i'll probably just be running around the school then.=)or chatting with the seniors!!woo!!=Dbut still...i can't play.=(and and....I WILL NOT BE ATTENDING PROM.and i am pretty serious about this.=)sis is going and i have my reasons why i don't want to be in the same prom as her.and since she will also be attending her sec 4 prom and i'll probably be in sec 5...i won't be attending my sec 5 prom either.i was planning to go for this year's one and skip sec 5 cause she'll be there but now...oh well.=)bahh.i have nothing much esle to write.Aces and teachers' day tomorrow.and i won't be playing.poo.=(and i won't be attending prom which will fall on NOV 14,B2F2's 26th anni.=Ddamn.=(hey...there's nothing happy to report about.=(alright.i want go hide in a corner and sulk now.its so freaking depressing.=(till then.
(Wednesday, August 27, 2008 / 10:31 PM)
i am pooped.haha.but in a good way.=Di did my cupcakes!!=Dafter days of stressing and worrying about how it'll turn out...i am finally done!=Dbut i still have a thingling feeling of anxiousness from all that stressign and running around.haha.stupid p.e teachers won't let us off even though it was raining and we were unable to ahve p.e anyway.damn.wasted an hour doing nothing in school.rushed down to central for ingredients and then back to rebec's house all in about an hour.phew.and then i started panicking in the kitchen.heh.xDrebec and raz made the first plain batch.atiqah and alvin made the second.it's banana!=Dand i made the third batch all by myself!!xDit's chocolate chips and oreo!=Dand jo flittered around helping everybody.haha.the first batch turned out ugly but it still tasted nice.it's my favourite.haha.the banana ones turned out pretty and so did the chocolates.=Dyay!rebec's mummy helped us with the wordings and other stuffs.thank you!=Dand now i have 15 cupcakes,each with a letter that altogether spells out"HAPPY B'DAY!!"haha.sis and i are planning to surprise her at midnight.=Di am tiredd!!and bored.haha.i wanna go find people to disturb le.=Dtill then!miss me.=D★★★1 star,2 star,3 star.can you count dumb silly?=Dwhat do you think i meant?haha.xD
(Tuesday, August 26, 2008 / 10:19 PM)
hey hey.=)mummy birthday on thursday.=)i wanna go bake cupcakes for her tomorrow with SWOLFs.=Dsecretly i just wanna play with icing and thrash rebec's kitchen but don't tell anyone!shh!!xDand i am starting to feel super stressed out!!!i didnt know planning for baking could be so stressing!what if i don't have enough ingredients?or the cupcakes don't turn out good?!or they are unsuccessful?!or i don't have enough time to finish them?!!argh!!=0and there's also the problem of whether to skip p.e to go get ingredients.but that is fast solving itself cause stupid school decided to go all strict on our attendance.argh.can't they do it after this term?!bahh.i need helpppp!!!!!well..there's seven of us...heh.haha.i'll probably finish some before they are evn done and then theres atiqah...and jo...and alvin!=_=!jo!i think 24 not enough le!!haha.=Dright right.i need to go plan with jo about the neccessities needed for tomorrow.=)while secretly watch CSI.heh.xDtill then!hey...can make gummy bears cupcakes?xD★★★when nothing can be said.then we can't speak.and when i am too stubborn to back down...i can't expect anything from you.and me being unable to apologize is the reason whywe have nothing to be said.damn.
(Monday, August 25, 2008 / 10:43 PM)
heya.=)i really have nothing much to do right now.haha.seems like nothing much is going right now.oh well.=)i was bored just now so i went through all my blog archives.haha.and i am kinda horrified and amazed by how much i have changed over these past two years.=)i used 2 type lyk tis.haha.and blog in multicolours.=)i realised i docoumented almost all the different and significant events that has happened to me.i remember as i read through my previous posts...i used to have crushes like every week on different guys.hahha.=Dand then i wrote about school....what happens in secondary 2...3...and now i am in secondary 4.i wrote about going through my first love in secondary 3...and how i finally got over that hurtful period.but how i'll never forget what happened cause i treasured it while it lasted.=)and i read and remember how i went through a very tough period of my life where i thought it wasn't worth being around anymore and how i hated being me.ha.and now,some things has changed while others remain.=)i am still having one-a-week crushes that i don't take seriously and will forget about the week after.=Di still sometimes doubt myself but i am much more secured now.=)and i have brilliant friends now.my SWOLFs and my newly formed Smurfs.=)and i know how to have fun now and am not as afraid to make a fool of myself...much to the embarassment of my friends.haha.xDand i also still single!!=D16 years and counting~and i am NOT a sad lonely single thank you very much!!i am very much happy with my relationship status now.=)i have my own freedom.and thats what i treasure most.i don't want a stiffling relationship.i want fun.=Dand now i am not having fun!i am limping around because i kicked my bedside table just now and my toe hurts!!!and its now my big toe that is injured.=_=another incident i remember writing about is about injuring my tiny toe after kicking the door.=_=i have an unhappy relationship with my household furniture.haha.and this is a very long post.heh.sorry.i bet you guys have gone cross-eyed by now...haha..provided you actually read until here.if you did then thank you!xDhaha.right.i'll shut up now.=Dtill then!=D★★★i don't know if i should apologise.i don't know if i want to.yesterday night wasn't what i expected.i never thought we would have an "arguement" again.but we did.maybe i am starting to expect too much.or maybe i think too much.but somehow it seems something is not right.and i hate to admit this...but i don't know what it is.and i hope you understand this.
(Sunday, August 24, 2008 / 10:33 PM)
WOO~VICTORIA SECRET'S FASHION SHOW NOW!!=DWHAT'S BETTER THAN SUPER HOT MODELS SHOWCASING GORGEOUS LINGERIE? AND HAVE YOU SEEN THEIR BODIES?!!i feel fat.=xhaha.okay.i have to continue this during the next commercial break....i can't tear my eyes away from the televison screen.xDokay.i have like,5 minutes to write as much as i can before it starts again.=Di just watched the Olympics closing ceremony as well.gorgeous.=Di am gonna so miss the games.=(and Jared Graves.xDand i think that the outfits the chinese girls escorting the medal winners and athletes out during the Games should be given a Gold medal as well.the outfits are gorgeous!=Dall chinese insipred and very pretty.=)the red ones the girls leading the countries out during the Opening ceremony,the white and blue ones they wore leading the swimmers out,the green ones i noticed at the cycling events when i managed to tear my eyes away from Jared Graves.=Dprettay!!xDOoo!start!be right back!=Dright.haha.i had tuition today...where i accidently pierced myself with my pencil.heh.xDi declared to Miss Seelena and Adrie that i was going to get lead poisoning and die.=Dbut then i got distracted from my Oscar winning performance when Miss Selena started talking about her ACS boys.ahem!xDof course i made her promise to show me her class photos!!and she agreed to let me transfer to her school.=Dwho cares if its an all boys school?!xDschool tomorrow~bahh.Ns in 2 weeks time.SO not looking forward to it.but can't wait for class chalet after that!!=Dright.i wanna go continue deciding if i should hate or love the Victoria Secret's girls now.and i still feel fat.=xtill then!=Dmiss me yeah?=)★★★sorry.i know i have been a bitch these past two days.finding fault with you over nothing at all.i don't know why.maybe,i am just starting to expect the near impossible.
(Friday, August 22, 2008 / 10:54 PM)
bahhh.=Djust came back from bugis.followed mummy cause she was looking for stuff there.did i ever mention i hate bugis?i.hate.bugis.ha.i never liked that place.its so same-same.haha.=Dyou see one shop,you know what the rest are selling.ha.anyway i officially declare that there is no longer any decent shopping area in S'pore.urgh.Far east is fast becoming the second bugis and it doesnt have much stuff anymore.Heeren is sometimes so dead it's like a ghost town.Cineleisure has nothing except the theatres.the rest of Orchard is nothing spectacular either.Suntec and Marina is getting boring as well.and i can practically walk Tampines mall with my eyes closed,judging from the number of times i have been there.see?!!no more decent shopping area!!!oh yeah!vivocity.so far!and nothing much anyway?i don't see what's so great about it.except like zulh pointed out...they have automatic doors!!!xDhaha!but other than that..zilch.na-da.nothing.i actually spent the last three days STRAIGHT shopping and i got nothing!i am so not happy okay!i need new clothes!!urgh!!somebody please go build the biggest shopping centre or something can?!and please please actually put shops that sell different things from one another.sheesh.ahhhhH!!!!Jared Graves lost in BMX today!!!!!*wails*i just saw on "Today in Beijing"!!its bad enough that Jade Seah and Mark Richmond can't do their job properly and tell us when was the finals yesterday!!!now i see that Jared Graves had lost!!the finals was at 9am today!!!and Jade and Mark couldn't even tell us that?!!!they claimed they "didnt know".hello?!!you guys are the "reporters'!!!!if you don't know,who does?!!!argh!!Jared was tied with Latvia's Maris Strombergs for Gold!!!but that stupid South Afirca rider crashed from behind and pulled Jared down as well!the crash threw him to the ground so hard!!and he still got up to finish the race!!poor baby.=(argh!!damn!damn!damn!!!*sobs*argh.no fair.i demand a rematch!hmph.right.i wanna go change blog song.current one getting irritating.and i wanna go glare at Jade and Mark on televison.i am SO blaming them.hmph.till then.miss me while i mourn Jared's loss.*sniffle*
(Thursday, August 21, 2008 / 11:48 AM)
HELLOOOOO!!!!!!I AM BAAAAACCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!xD
arn't you guys just so so glad?=D
i haven't been online since saturday and my blog is dead i know.
haha.
so i am here to update you on my going on during these last few days.=D
lucky shits.heh.SATURDAYwent for grandma's birthday celebration at a restaurant near Bandemeer Road.=)and then went straight to Ehub's Kbox with my cousins after that.one of them drove us there and we reach around midnight after getting "lost" on the way.hahha.=Dand we went home at closing time.=DSUNDAYSTAYED HOME.=)and it was Ernest birthday!!=Dbut i din't go celebrate with him,only mei went....i was supposed to go blading which got canceled at the last minute.=__=so i stayed home and watched table tennis with mummy.=DMONDAYprelims~argh.literature and history papers.crappiest history paper i have ever done.miss junainah is going to murder me.ha.i was falling asleep after writing every sentence and a half.=_=haha.=DTUESDAY
maths and physics paper.both crap.especially physics.ha.what do you expect?too many numbers!=DWEDNESDAYchemistry paper.it was okay?haha.and then went home,followed mummy to Whitesands to do errands and went to Tampines.=)i bought my Swatch watch!=Dyay!now we have Swatches zulh!=Dand a new jacket.=Dit's super freaking cute.hahha.=Dplanned to fulfill my craving for Mocha Frappe,Oreo Cheesecake and sushi but didn't get the chance too.bahh.=(THURSDAY/TODAYNo school!!!=Dno papers so no school.yay!=Dfollowed mummy for her morning exercise.i bladed!finally.=)went for breakfast,went home,and went out again to cut my hair.=Dand then went to Orchard for shopping.=)and did.not.get.anything.what the hell.and didnt fulfil my cravings agin as well.i am so not happy.=(oh well.right.finished update.=Dhey..why did nobody ever tell me they were going to make BMX cycling an Olympic sport this year?!and why the hell didnt they make it an Olympic sport before?!!!!thank god i got back in time yesterday to catch it or i'll still be clueless.hello!!!!it's so much more exciting than wrestling or weightlifting can!!and its really needless to say that they have much better looking atheletes as well.=Di official declare BMX cycling my fave Olympic event!!=Dand i much prefer the Men's competition.xDi rushed home to watch the Semi finals and i just found out it was postponed cause of rain.=_=bummer.i wanted to watch my newly appointed favourite athlete,Jared Graves.=Dhe's an Australian rider and he's awesome.=Doh,and yeah,he's pretty cute as well.xDi love the Olympics~lalalala~xDright.there are supposed to be photos in this post but i don't wanna do all the stupid editing again.so i'll probably post it on a seperate post or i won't post it at all.=Dright.i have 4 mins to get this post out so i can publish it before it changes date.till then!miss me like you did the past 4 miserable days you spent VaL-less.xD
(Wednesday, August 13, 2008 / 11:13 PM)
i feel free-er.=D
art's over!yay!well..almost over.there's still prelims and Ns.but still.=D i actually managed to reach school at 6.45am.on a WEDNESDAY.=_=first art student there sia.haha.and we rushed for 2 hours straight.what the hell.i slept at 3am.damn.waited for alvin with jo.and we were both falling asleep on the phone.haha.i was sleepy!=Dand jo and i camwhored alot today.xDwe spent lunch outside the toilet camwhoring with our phones.haha.i never knew sitting by the railings outside the toilet was so relaxing.xDand jo was taking photos of holes the whole time.*ahem*look at picture above to see what i mean.haha.and we camwhored in the library after school as well.=Dand then i fell asleep in there.haha.after that,went home,slept for an hour,and went running.=)now i am here blogging and posting photos of my camwhoring session and of cows i bought at T3.haha.xDcute right?!they have mohawks!xDright.can you tell i am bored?haha.i think i'll sleep earlier today.=)wanna go eat Subway tomorrow after school.yippee.=Dit's 12!!!it's 12!!!HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 23RD MONTH B2F2!!!!xDONE MORE MONTH AND WE'LL MAKE IT TWO YEARS OF PURE AWESOME-NESS!!!YAY!!!I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS!!=Dright.going off now.everyone went offline anyway.ha.till then.=Dyou know you'll miss me.=D
(Monday, August 11, 2008 / 10:50 PM)
my beloved doggies.=Dthe husky is the new guy around.he's name is Turbo or something.that was what the previous owner called him.he's a sweetie!=Dand he howls and cries alot if nobody is around.he constantly needs people around.=Dand the black rottweiler is my baby.=Dshe's called WanWan.i don't know who named her that.previous owner as well i guess.haha.both of them were given to my dad.Turbo,cause somebody complained about him in the HDB flat.shez.Wan Wan to be used as guard dog.and she bites.=Dshe's seen here taking a bath and she looks so sad!hahah!cause she was so soapy and my dad didnt immediately rinse her off and walked around with the hose...and she followed everywhere cause she wanted to reach the water to wash herself off.hahha!xDtoo bad i don't get to see them often.=(i miss them so much.poo.i went to watch movie with the whole family today.=Dyay!been long since we did that.=)watched "Money not enough".damn.i bawled my eyes out.haha.my eyes were so swollen and itchy after the show that i had to wear my shades to hide them.=_=haha.then we went to see my precious doggies and then went swimming!=Di haven been swimming in ages!don't even mention wakeboarding.haiz.and then we went for dinner and took a cab home cause daddy needed to go back to work.=)and now i am here!=Darn't you glad?xDoh yeah.i found this while scrolling through my drafts.it's a paragragh written long ago for somebody who is not worth anything now.it goes...I know you are who you are and that you won't be changing anytime soon.
I have watched you come and go whenever you please cause you think you can always just come back.
and you're right.
But now,
i wanna move on for real.
Talk to you,sure.
But i think i have shed enough tears for you...
hurt enough for you and did enough for you.
All these just for you to take for granted,
to take ME for granted.
And i deserve better.
And YOU,if possible,
deserve nothing.
i am so glad that part of life is over.=)right.i am bored!i wanna go find something to entertain me now.so..till then!=Dcontinue missing me alright?xD
( / 12:31 AM)
HELLO!=Dtwo days since i blogged eh?miss me much?=Dwell...its already 12.30 so i wanna blog fast yet be detailed.i owe you guys that much.haha.national day celebration in school on firday.most fun i ever had in a national day celebration.ha.and its all because of the sing along and my ability to entertain myself.hahha.and i swear the image of mr ong being "high" will stay with me for a long time,eh fatin?haha.it was kinda disturbing.haha.=Dafter school,we had an impromtu decision to have a movie marathon at my place.whee~rebec had tuition so she couldnt make it.but the rest of the six and han bin did.=Dwe had fun!and watched 1 and a half movie.haha.first was un-understandable,2nd was spoilt!(damn)and i didnt pay attention to the third.hahah.xDand then we danced!woo!!and i have in possession,two videos my sister took of our dancing skills.and if they ever get out,i am never showing my face in public ever again.ha!xDsaturday...basically locked myself in the whole day.ha.too lazy to go anywhere.watched the parade on tv.boring.only liked the marching contingent.cause guys in uniform are so hot.xDsunday...tuition.then stayed home.was supposed to meet norvan for blading but ground was wet and i was afraid i would kill myself.and anyway,i was going for a movie with mum and sis.watched the Love Guru.it was okay.and one thing...the movie was Nc16.the usher let my sister pass...and when i pop my head from behind my mum to show i was the third person...he asked for my ic!!i didn't know whether to feel flattered or insulted!!i am the OLDER sister!!!i handed my ez link card over with a smirk and actually wanted to shout "see?!i AM 16!"but then i figured it would attract too much attention.xDhaha.right.it's 1am.i am sleepy and my eyes itches.damn.and i am coming down with a flu soon.again.damn.alright.till then!=)miss me yeah?=D
(Thursday, August 07, 2008 / 11:34 PM)
whee~
gorgeous gorgeous Maldives!!!
see you in November!!
yes!
it's confirmed!
my flights are booked!
Club Med in the Maldives,i am coming!!
woohoo!!!=D
right.
i plan to come back with a rich hot boyfriend.=D
make that very rich and very hot.xD
its where the rich and famous have vacation homes!
surely there will be hot rich guys!!
whee~
=D
art deadline next friday.
so all my rushing and all has come to a very sudden halt.
hahha.
lazy laa.
ha.xD
but it was pretty cool to stay in school till 10 and have the whole canteen to ourselves.=D
and freaky as well.
haha.
half day tomorrow~
woooo~
argh.
daddy nagging at me to go sleep.
damn it.
right rigth.
cant remember what to blog about anyway.
so...
till then!
i know you'll miss me!=D
(Tuesday, August 05, 2008 / 10:05 PM)
i am surprised i am even here.heck.i am even surprised i am still breathing.=_=art is killing.right.i am just here to put words.haha.=Dneed to go cut up more pictures now.i swear its a veryvery emotional process!=(right.till then!=)
(Monday, August 04, 2008 / 9:52 PM)
i am not supposed to be here.i am supposed to be studying for tomorrow's prelims and art.but its all mummy's fault i swear!she wanted me to check on something and temptation won.=Dfineee....i'll go study now before SOMEBODY starts nagging again.haha.xDtill then!don't dismay cause i'll be back!=D
(Sunday, August 03, 2008 / 9:40 PM)
I WANNA GO KILL MYSELF NOW RATHER THAN DIE IN SCHOOL DOING PRELIMS OR ART.i am only online now cause i have to install the stupid windows vista thinghy thinghy.ha.thne i am off to rush art and revise a little for english prelims tomorrow.please just kill me already.at least i went out awhile today.uncle brought us to my grandmother's grave for a visit and then we went to IMM and then to dinner.or i would have been locked up at home doing art.like what i did on saturday while my mum and sis went shopping in Orchard.bummer.and mummy was so blur-ish today!haha.she was still wearing her sunglasses at 7+ in the car and she suddenly asked us.."eh..why so dark ah?"haha!then only she realised she was wearing her sunglasses.=_=!!!haha!at least that made me laugh.i swear i'll not come to school for at least a week after everything is over.or i'll just kill myself now and get it over with.but then if i kill myself....I MAY NOT GET THE CHANCE TO GO TO THE MALDIVES IN NOVEMBER!!!!WOOHOO!!=Di think if i go,i am never coming back.i am gonna plant myself on the beach and not moving.ha.and boy-watch of cause!!it's the Maldives!=Dright.i wanna go drown myself in art now.don't bother to save me.till then.(damn!i missed Singfest.)
(Friday, August 01, 2008 / 11:05 AM)
i am in the library doing this post.i feel so damn lame.ha.i am bored.i need to find art stuffs.argh.i wanna go out!=Dthink i am going with the Smurfs to bugis later on.maybe.have to see if there's art.AGAIN.i never want to see another canvas or sketch book once i pass up my N's art.urgh.right.going off.need pictures and i have 21 minutes left.haha.til then.don't deny you'll miss me.=D
