HELLO!!!!!!I'm sillybe if u know me,im helping dumbe blog 2day cause she's being tortured by art n unable 2 update these few days...she will be back ASAP.=D
Anw..She say i can blog anything i wan BUT DUN INSULT HER..yeah im not that bad ok,i dun insult people.but only u i think haha fatty.=X Oops,i think im dead if she see this nvm..val im just joking relax yeah good im not going to die!!haha.nv been talking to her these few days i was busy doing stuff sry val!!i missed u!!!N U BETA BELIEVE IT!!! Alrite,got to go~~c ya
(Thursday, September 25, 2008 / 10:56 PM)
bored and cranky right now. just woke up from falling asleep doing physics. hahha. update again tomorrow or something. i hate these recent nights. damn. till then. loves.
(Wednesday, September 24, 2008 / 10:47 PM)
screw art. ahhh. i have been drawing so many eyes for prep work that i swear i am beginning to think they are staring right back at me. =_=! and i need to find stuffs and photos for prep! i can't hand up 5 pages of eyes and mouths! well actually,i can. but then i would most proberly fail... hmm.=D and i need motivation to start studying for the THREE papers on Monday. THREE. i got scolded,pinched and mocked at to start studying... but, nope,not really working yet.=D but i am starting to panic. see? i am not THAT hopeless. heh.xD i need pictures. i need drawings. i need prep. i need to study. i need motivation. i need gummi bears. i need jellybeans. i need to stop eating so much! heh.xD i am bored~ i need entertainment as well.=D Ooo... new baby nephew for me!!!=D woo! Baby Danish Yeo arrived this afternoon! now Hakeem has a new brother.=D yes,he's chinese-muslim. and he's gonna grow up really hot,just like his older brother.xD right. good news aside.. i need to go do something more productive and useful... like... whatever that's productive and useful.xD till then! loves.=)
(Tuesday, September 23, 2008 / 9:35 PM)
i wanna scream out loud.=) really really loud. and i wanna go to the beach now just to watch the waves and feel the breeze. and i don't mind being there alone. but what i really really want? shhh.=) i am really online just to do research for art and all cause art is on Tuesday and i have nothing. and nobody is online to chat with me anyway. i wanna talk to somebody.=( poo. i wanna eat. oh. and i went to Candy Empire just now.=D i bought what i wanted and jellybeans for sis.=) i know i am so sweet.xD but you know what pisses me off? NO gummy bears!!! AGAIN! EVERY freaking time i go...there's NO gummy bears!!! it's so infuriating! shez. and i was grumpy for most of the day. starting from lunch actually. oh well. blading tomorrow~ need to shed some of that weight i put on on Saturday and Sunday. i hate weekends cause i eat more. poo. right. going off~ till then. loves.=)
i am kinda sorry i flared up at you. kinda. and i just wanna say what i want to.
★★★ and you. i hope you're alright. i don't know why you were moody today and you didnt wanna tell me so yeah... it's alright.=) i was worried but i know you'll tell rae though and she'll help you. thats's enough for you eh?=) take care and cheer up.
( / 12:14 AM)
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man thats gonna put her 1st While I'm wide awake she's(He's) no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces They say bad things happen for a reason But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding Cos she's(He's) moved on while I'm still grieving Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven You got his(her) heart and my heart and none of the pain You took your suitcase, I took the blame. Now I'm try and make sense of what little remains Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name. I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in Cos I got tI'me while she got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok I'm falling to pieces I'm falling to pieces(One still in love while the other ones leavingCos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)
(Sunday, September 21, 2008 / 11:02 AM)
i have no idea why i am here so early in the morning. haha. just wanted to check on movie timings for tomorrow.=) sis was keeping me accompany until i ventured away from the movie website to go to Youtube and watch Avenged Sevenfold (A7x)videos.xD she said my kind of music is noise. shez! she so don't appreciate good music. neither do the rest of my family. haha!=D oh and yeah. i know i used to say i don't like A7x but you can say i am a near convert now.=D and yeah i think their guitarist is awesome and pretty cute as well.xD i have a thing for bands's guitarists.=D and their lead singer is pretty cute too especially in the video for "Dear God". the song which i am currently obsessing over. which in Youtube...cut off the amazing guitar solo. shez. and i cried watching the video for "Seize the day".=) it's so sad. or maybe i am just too sentimental. haha.xD right. this post is like mainly A7x. haha. and yeah videos below is what i just watched.=) i wanna post lyircs but it's gonna be too long... so maybe in the next post.=) till then. loves.=)
( / 1:10 AM)
hey.=) i am here. okay. duh. =_= haha. oh Ooo! Greek guys are hoooott!xD reason for this random sentence? i watched Mamma Mia with mum and sis today. its awesome! really really fun. haha. and i wanna watch it again with SWOLFs so we can all sing along to the the 17 classic ABBA songs.xD and the film was shot in Greece with lots of extras being Greek guys so yeah... Greeks guys are hot.=D and then went home and to change and met han bin for Physics "tuition". hahha. he taught me Physics. cause i am practically screwed for that.=D and i feel bad to make him come all the way to Elias just for 1 and a half hour. and he must have been tired after his soccer. but he went home and watched soccer anyway. =_=! hahha. GUYS! and and... i am torn.=) not literally. but mentally and emotionally.=) but i am not gonna let it affect me too much. not at this crucial period of my school life. i'll deal with it after. but yeah... i loved that we talked like we never did.=) well... you talked...i mostly just sat and listened to a different side of you.=) but i am not gonna be reckless again. well... i hope i won't be. heh.xD right. i have songs to transfer and stuff to check up on... so till then.=) loves.
(Thursday, September 18, 2008 / 9:53 PM)
i wanna jump around,scream,dance and laugh out loud.xD but i think the neighbours will complain.xD don't ask me why i am feeling so hyper. i have no idea as well. hahha.=D Ooo! new baby nephew arriving at the end of the month!!=D baby Danish.=) Hakeem's new baby brother.=D woo!!! can't wait!xD and i ahve nothing to say. haha. i am just so hyper i can't think straight. and i am having a ridiculous conversation with adrie and ridz on MSN. well... it's not as if they make alot of sense most of the time anyway... xD right. i think i just came here for the sake of being here and leaving words on the screen. =__= haha. till then! loves.=)
(Wednesday, September 17, 2008 / 10:02 PM)
The moon is gorgeous tonight.=) don't believe me? look out the window and judge for yourself.=) and i still feel fat. haha. i have a current obsession for peanuts.=D and i just got my whole family addicted to it as well. haha.xD i was doing so well today too! i didnt eat in school,two cherry tomatoes and a biscuit after school... and a few bites of apple cause i dropped the rest of it down the stairs...xD and went cycling with my sis in the evening...where i admit i stole a couple of her pepper fries.=D it was only a few! she stuff three into my mouth when i was talking on the phone! =_=! and i ate pretty little for dinner. BUT...i have a bad habit of night-time snacking.xD haha. i ate 3 preserved mangoes and peanuts.=D and that already counted for a few hundred calories.=( bahh. Food.Is.Evil. i wanna have super freaking high mentabolism! so i can eat all i want and still be thin! alright...not thin...SLIM.=D poo. no fair. please please call or message me in the afternoons and especially evenings and nights(!) to remind me repeatedly not to eat! i swear i will remain forever grateful! really!=D help me out please! i have 7 kg to lose in the next 2 months! right. i NEED to go do a little reserch for art. there's art tomorrow and 13 days to the freaking art paper. talk about stress. =_= poo. till then. loves.=)
(Tuesday, September 16, 2008 / 10:02 PM)
I.FEEL.GUILTY. AND.VERY.VERY.FAT. haha.xD but i really do! i broke my diet! AGAIN! and it was all going so well too. =_= and then i started eating. bahh. alright people! help me out please! call me every hour once school ends and remind me to not eat.xD i just given something to do if you're bored!=D please?!! i promise to love you for the rest of the year! i swear!xD and i really want to post the pictures of Saturday's outing... but Blogger photo upload is insane and very tempermental and i got threatened by the guys if i ever post it. =__= sheesh. they spoiled my fun. bahh. haha.=D i need to come up with a layout for art! i am screwed! i have 14 days to finish 5 pages of prep and a layout! HELP! maybe i can just skip art paper 2? who cares if it's N levels?=D whee~ i am boreeeddd~ hahah. fine~ i wanna go surf the Net aimlessly now.=D till then! loves.=)
(Monday, September 15, 2008 / 12:10 AM)
pictures of Friday's outing up!!!=D
and it took hours!
i swear! so pictures of Saturday's outing will be up another day.=)
but there are already some in my Friendster profile.=D
and see those photos taken at Fullerton hotel?
the ones with me "kissing" a fish?
yes people,
i have met my soulmate.xD
he's golden and gorgeous!
and he lives in Fullerton!
so he's definitely rich as well...
and see those other fishes? thats his own personal security.
that is why i feel so secured with him.xD
*swoon*
that is why....
Friday was awesome!=D
and the 100+ photos proves as much.
haha!xD
and you probably could have seen my love for taking pictures in Sepia.
it makes everything look good!
yes,
including me.
thats why i love it.xD
and did i mention i LOVE my new Lumix?=D yes, i can already sense jealousy.xD right, going off~ i wanna go do something esle more productive than waiting now.
