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i was a good girl today.=)

i stayed home and cleaned my drawers.=D
(fine adrie and zulh,i have no life.don't rub it in already!)
and i discovered alot of things from years back and...alot of dust bunnies.
=_=

i read through letters from primary school and the books i had in primary school which we use to pass around and ask people to write their details,interests,hates and whatnots in...remember that?=D
and i saw my kindergarden and nursery class photos...and i realised i have known latifah for at least 12 years..since Nursery.=)
and i realised i liked myself alot better when i was younger.
because for one,i was MUCH thinner.
damn.xD

and then i read through letters and notes that were passed in class during sec 1...yes,i still keep them.
haha.
i am very sentimental.=)
i remembered 4Bs and Bimpsters.
haha.
and rebec,i wonder where that story we made up went to!=D

and then i saw that small booklet which started our books fatin!=D
but i only had one.
i thought i had two..uh oh.
but i didnt read it through cause i was afraid of what i might discover about 2 years back.=)
but i did think about the other 6 book still with you!
the "5 Volumes" and my "Pretty book"!
which you still don't allow me to reread for obvious reasons.xD
and yeah,i do miss him and what happened/happens/(will/will not) happen.=)
those books HAVE to be burnt if one of us dies!
that was the deal!=D

argh.
i miss those days.=)
who knew cleaning would throw me 4/5/6 years back?
but i am glad i grew up.=)
things changed..
for better or worse they still changed and wheter i want it to or not...it will continue to change and i just have to accept it wheter i like it or not.
bummer,but hey,that's life.=)

oh gosh.
i sound so depressing.
heh.
right.
i should probably stop here before i start gushing about my baby days.
=_=
ha.
till then.
loves.=)

yeah i miss you.
hell yeah.
but you didn't change and this is normal.
for you that is.
but this time it hurt more.
but i'll get over it.
Again.=)
and wait and see.



more pictures of Aaron johnson and his band in the movie and him and Sean Bourke.=D

my day is boring.
and my weekend is gonna be as well.
haha.
i am gonna stay at home and clean my room.=D

hey people.

girls espicially...or guys if you want...

my cousin's selling hand-made bracelets at her blog..

http://-godsavetheprincess.blogspot.com

they are really pretty so go and look at it alright?

i am gonna get one too~

4/3!!!

PLEASE PLEASE MEET ADRIE AT WHITESANDS BK ON MONDAY FROM 1-4PM!

IF YOU CANNOT MAKE IT PLEASE ASK SOMEONE TO PASS IT FOR YOU.

WE NEED THE CASH URGENTLY TO BOOK AS SLOTS ARE LIMITED ALREADY.

THE AMOUNT IS $15.

THANK YOU!=D

right.
i am off.=)
doing publishing and advertising today.
haha.
till then.
loves.=)




British boys are just so much hotter than American ones.=D
meet Aaron Johnson.
one of the hotties(!!) of the movie "Angus,Thongs and Full-frontal Snogging".=)
its not released here yet but it will be on Dec 18.=)
i watched it halfway on the flight to Maldives and drooled over him and Sean Bourke the whole way through.=D
i couldn't get a nice picture of Sean Bourke who plays his brother but that's him in the last photo.
hotties!=D
jo...better than Zac Efron anyday!
abby...lets go finish watching it!

haha.
i am bored!
just finished webcamming and i have nothing to do now.
meet-ups soon!=D
with primary school friends and soon to be ex secondary school mates.=)
whee~

you know what i really really wanna do this holidays?
go to the zoo and nIght safari.=D
haha!
and Sentosa!
i haven't been there in YEARS!
and i also want to get a buch of friends,get on a random bus...drop off wherever we want,explore then get on another bus and do it again!=D
i wanna do that!=D

i did that with mum today.
haha.
sorta.
got on bus168 this morning,took it all the way to Woodlands,drop off and walked around Causeway Point and took 168 back again.
haha.=D

Christmas is coming!=)
my christmas list is sooo coming up soon so you'll know what to get for me!xD
yay!

AND!!

4/3!

CLASS CHALET MAY NOT HAPPEN AS WE DON'T HAVE THE CASH TO PAY UPFRONT.

ANYBODY GENEROUS ENOUGH TO FOOT THE BILL FIRST?

right.
i wanna go off now.
nothing esle to do.=)
till then.
loves.=)

art galleries visit today.=)
went to school at 9.
watch npcc boys mess around again.
bus came,board bus...
arrived at Old School.=D
went to Osage gallery but stopped off at Mr ling's studio behind first.
Osage's was the only gallery out of the three that allowed photography...
here are some of the art pieces.=)


one of my favourite there.
the two rings from the left were from the artist's mum and he melted it into a sword...
used it to make a cut and then melted the sword back into the rings.=)
i just totally love the meaning.=)


another installation there.
burnt books arranged in rows.
i love the title of it...
"i don't know what i am doing but i am glad i did it".=D

look like a pile of leaves?look again.
they are dictionary pages folded to look like leaves.=)

nope,this isn't a corner there.
it isn't real.
it's a painting.=)

one of my favourites again.
wall mural.
it was huge and superb.
the smaller panels were some of his work as well.

cute eh?=)

my favourite.=)
i don't really get it...
but i just really like it.=D

thats it.
the other gallery featured Tibeten art and the other 2 were the S'pore art museum and 8Q.=)

and i am tired.
i have been tired the whole day.
my body feels weak and my mind hurts.
i hope i don't fall sick.
bahh.

4/3!
class chalet most probably on 10th,11th and 12th!
please CONFIRM if you can make it!
costs are still being calculated.
will let you guys know again.=)

right.
discussing class chalet on msn now.
needed.
till then.
loves.=)

i love MCR.=D

you are one of the damn reasons why my brain hurts.
i think.
you conquer my mind even when you don't exist anymore.




MCR IS FUCKING AWESOME!

i still have the New Jersey concert to go through!
damn.
dad insisting i need to get offline.
the New Mexico concert was so freaking rad!
why couldn't the S'pore one be that awesome?!!

okay fine.
Mexico City was just plain lucky they were the last city for their Black Parade tour.
bummer.

i love the Way brothers.
Gerard and Mikey Way are the hottest brothers i know.
damn!=D

i have a strong feeling this DVD is gonna be on constant replay.
hell yeah!

The BlackParade may be dead...
but it lives on in my heart.

went to school for nothing today.
was supposed to go to osage gallery with mr ling and some of the art students.
but wrong info.
we are going on wednesday instead.=)

instead,
we went to school,talked awhile and watched the npcc boys mess around.
i miss the older batch of PDS guys.=(
and then went off to Ehub and watch Beverly Hills Chihuahua.
where umai and i cried at the ending.=D
and then walked home with umai.=)

and spent the rest of the day sneezing my butt off.
bah.

right.
i wanna go watch MCR"s "The Black Parade is Dead" now.
woohoo!=D
till then.
loves.=)

this is driving me insane.
and you don't even bother.
my vulnerablity count for nothing in your eyes.
cause to you i am nothing more than your toy.

ihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethis
ihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethis
ihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethisihatethis

I HATE THIS FUCKING THING!

abby!
i promise i'll upload tomorrow!
hhaa.=D

i want another piercing~
but i don't know where.
heh.=D
suggestions please?
ridzuan said lip but i wanna avoid piercings around the mouth area.
so no tongue as well.
i'll gonna get my last ear piercing soon with sis.=)

right.
i promised i'll post the guy version of how they feel.
but from what i read,it doesn't exactly seem accurate?
but then,i AM a girl.=)
and why is the guy's list longer than the girls's?!!
whatever it is,i am still living by my reasoning that..
GUYS ARE GUYS AND THAT'S THEIR BIGGEST FLAW.
eh fatin?=D
oh well,
here is the list then.=)

1. Guys hate sluts.
2. “Hey, are you busy?” or “Are you doing something?” ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.
3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about
4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they’re gonna say so there aren’t awkward pauses, but once he’s on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.
5. Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they are going for the “let her complain to you and then have her realize how wonderful and nice you are” method.
8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re still loved.
10. Don’t talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
11. Guys get jealous easily.
12. Guys are more emotional than they’d like people to think.
13. Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind..” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.
16. Girls are guys’ weaknesses.
17. Guys are very open about themselves.
18. It’s good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don’t let him wait too long.
19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice.
21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
23. Guys will brag about anything.
24. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you.
25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
26. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy’s confused, then we’re all confused.
27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.
28. Try to be as straightforward as possible.
29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be mature and grown up.
30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
31. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.
32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”
37. Guys don’t really have final decisions.
38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know somethings up
39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you’re with your boyfriend, he’s probably jealous and likes you.
40. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he’s definitely thinking something.
41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
42. Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
44. Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.
46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl’s mind for a day.
50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He’s just too stubborn to admit it
51. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn’t mean he represents ALL of them.




really.
nobody wants to know anything esle about the Maldives.
i am too lazy to upload the photos through blogger's stupid photo upload thinghy.
so unless you guys ask me to,i won't.=)

photos up there are from meal times in genting.=D
the worms are actually noodles.
my sis is creative at times.
haha.

right.
i want a class chalet!
fatin!
not picnic!chalet!
come on 4/3!
$10-$2o eh?
pleeeaaassseeee.=D

i found this.
when i finally signed in to Friendster.
read up guys.
you need to learn.
i have the guys' version as well.
so i am not biased.
i'll post it up tomorrow.
but now,we girls are more important.
yeah,this time i AM bias.xD

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]
When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]
When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]
When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared - [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]
Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its
stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them up
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happenedIf someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keepYour memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew

i am lazy to upload Maldives photos again tonight!
it's 11.50pm!
tomorrow okay?
i promise.=)

somehow i think i have alot of sorting out to do.
crucial if i wanna keep my sanity.
argh.
till then.
loves.=)

i was super freaking elated for like ....30 secs...
before i realised...
it doesn't make a damn difference.

Maldives post will be continued soon.
till then.
loves.=)


truth be told...
yes,
i am terribly worried and scared shitless.

yes i am back!
AGAIN.=)

genting was a bore!
i was terribly homesick.
and it was crowded and not really cold at all.
blech.

alright.
first thing first...
prom pictures!=D
i am four days late i know!!
sorry!
prom was okay i guess?=)
i looked fat and really dark in all the freaking photos.
and yes,i KNOW my sister looked awesome.
so stop telling me that already.
thank you.
now let's move on with life.
photos are from last to first.

★go ahead and be that way.
i don't understand you at all.