WHAT KEEPS US SANE, IS INSANE.









I'm VaL★
Reality is overrated,my imagination is not. And one day,jellyfishes will rule the world.








































































































































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don't promise me forever
Cause maybe i don't exist

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





(Saturday, January 31, 2009 / 11:58 PM)


primary school friends gathering today.
morning spent with my 6F classmates at my ex-form teacher's place and afternoon with ex-CTY members at ex-CTY teacher's place.=)
not really a gathering as there were soo little of us.
but we had fun.=)
after we got over the initial awkwardness...
haha...

only one photo up.
taken at my ex-CTY teacher's place at bukit batok.
i am NEVER going that far EVER AGAIN.
the rest with another friend,hopefully they'll be up by this week.=)


but i DO have photos of each teacher's child.=D
meet...


REYES SIN.=)

Mrs Sin's super adorable son with an almost-mohawk.=D

and this is...



LUCAS CHRISTAIN TAN.
Mr Tan's freaking oh-so-damn-damn-cute baby boy who clung on to me cause he was so determined to break my star bracelets and necklace.=D
and he drooled alot on me too.
haha..

right.
i shall not spoil the bliss of seeing this two adorable babies by continuing with my ramblings.
i am off.
loves.=)

(Thursday, January 29, 2009 / 10:46 PM)



my pretty blooming sunflowers.=)

sunflowers make me smile.
supposedly.
doesn't work this time.

sometimes actions means so much more than actions ever will show.
it's depressing really.
when you get to see something you totally don't expect.
and yet have gotten used to the contradicting actions that have been shown.
i don't know.
don't know if i WANNA know.

but if anything,
i'll get over it for sure.
sooner or later.
just watch me.

( / 12:16 AM)




movie yesterday with family.
same tradition every year.=)
and movie sucked.
sucked real bad.

and off to grandma's house again for dinner.=)
but CNY is boring this year.
and i am sure i am not the only one feeling like that.

movie today again.=)
with friends at ehub.
movie was okay.
day was not bad.=)

and i don't have much words to say today as you can see.=D
3 tests and shitload of assignments due tomorrow.
i am screwed.
and i still haven't decide on which art topic to do either.?
-Glass containers
-Masks
-Landmarks
-Marine life
-Relaxing
-Food hall
those are the topics and i don't know what the hell to do.

oh well.
till then.
loves.=)

(Tuesday, January 27, 2009 / 1:17 PM)



photos from first day of CNY.=)
not gonna upload the whole nload,just this three.
was sick.=(
sucked.
haha...

gonna go for movie later at 5pm.
no visiting today.
uncle family isnt in s'pore so we're gathering on sunday instead.=)
not sure if i can make it for saturday's 6F reunion atg Mrs Sin's house.
i miss them so much and i wanna see Mrs Sin's baby!
hopefully i'll make it.=)

right.
i am giving 2009 another chance.
thanls goodness there's Chinese new year as well.
haha...
but so far,2009 aint doing very well..
it better buck up.
or it'll suck like 2008.
bummer.

right.
i am off.
more photos soon.=)
till then.
loves.=)

(Sunday, January 25, 2009 / 12:15 AM)


I WANT THIS.

The Louis Vuitton Keepall50 in graffitti print from the Steven Sprouse Collection.

and i want the neon green one.=)
not the fuschia one nor the orange.
GREEN.=)

mum and i fell in love with it when we saw it.
and it's coming to S'pore in Febuary.
there's the smaller sized Speedy30 and the wallet as well..
but i think i still want this size.
mum wants to get it.
and i want to make sure she does.
heh.xD

right.
CNY eve tomorrow.=)
finally my spring cleaning hell is over.
i don't even wanna think about having to go through the same thing next year.
urgh.

happy chinese new year people.=)

i am off.
nothing much to say these days.
till then.
loves.=)

★i am fine.don't worry.=)

(Wednesday, January 21, 2009 / 10:40 PM)
























FREE UNLIMITED SMSES!

i am so freaking happy!=D
it's like...finally can?!
haha..
damn woman told me it took three days to activate..
when it only took a day.
damn damn damn.
made me so paranoid i'll run up a huge message bill again.
=_=

now i am just wondering if i should go repair my phones's volume key after all...
it's faulty again.
but i suspect it's cause i accidently threw my phone at ridzuan and sent it flying.
*sigh*

i'll see how..i still cant bear to part with my phone.
haha..=D

photos from sec 5 camp today.
pretty fun.
games and slides for the day.
another two days to go.=)

and YES!
KAKA IS NOT GOING TO MAN CITY!
I TOLD YOU SO GUYS!=D

right.
haha.
i am off.
loves.=)

★=D

(Monday, January 19, 2009 / 10:56 PM)



my three blooming gorgeous sunflowers.=)

they didnt wither kelmond~
ha!=D

right.
schooled half a day today.
found my wallet.=)
got my earrings,New moon,a dress,a top and my new line.
unlimited smses in three days!!
so now you people can stop dissing me about my 500 msg limit!
ha.

right.
in no mood to blog today.
oh yeah,
netball match 43-9
against Broadrick.we won.
awesome.=)

right.
i am off.
loves.=)


★sec one bully.tsk.=D

(Sunday, January 18, 2009 / 11:03 PM)

tuition was fun as usual.
home afterwards.
spring clean.(urgh)
dinner.
and now,online.=)

yes,i am bored.
yup,i am off.
byee~

oh and kelmond,i am never letting you forget you got owned by me.xD

★and your drawing still sucks.xD

(Saturday, January 17, 2009 / 10:59 PM)

i am feeling a little hyper.

just a little though.
very little.
or maybe the neighbours are gonna come and complain soon about the amount of noise i made jumping up and down the house.xD

i am feeling hyper and i have no idea why!
and it's making me speedtalk on msn and speedtype right here.=D
uh oh.
laptop batt dying.
hold on.

done.=D

oh yeah!
my sunflowers are blooming!!!=D
it's so freaking awesome.
and pretty!=D

oh yeah!
went to watch Adrie's team "Bravia" play a match today.
4-3!
woo!
zulh scored a hat trick!
yay zulh!

but followed zulh home afterwards cause i was tired...
but ended having to do springcleaning for mum instead of being able to sleep.
=__=
whuch is another reason why i can't figure out why i am so hyper.=D
i tink i am running on my excess reserve energy resources.
haha!
whatever.=D

right.
i think i have a obsession with smileys.=D
and i am still loving the guys in school with their ties.=D
and and and...kelmond?
YOU GOT OWNED!
haha!!!xD

and i am still very hyper!
haha..
jolene!i want "bloopblooptea"!!!
haha!xD

right.
i think i better go before i just carry on with my nonsensical ramblings.=D
till then.
loves!


★i wanted to tell you this but i cant seem to talk to you in school...
you look hot in your tie baby.xD

(Thursday, January 15, 2009 / 10:42 PM)

teachers read blogs now eh?
okay.
hi 'cher!=D

but who cares now?
i don't need counselling for whatever i say.
cause i choose to say it.
and when i diss people,it's cause they asked for it.
so tough luck.=)

i am still not happy and nothing is making it better.
Nothing.
sucks.
whatever.
loves.

Last season's American idol's Jason Castro's bro is hot.
awesome.=D

(Wednesday, January 14, 2009 / 10:20 PM)




















my 400th post.
400th.

unfortunately,
it won't be a very happy post.
tough luck.

photos from today after school while waiting for the bus...
aimless camwhoring.
so none of the photos actually looked good but whatever.=)

and mummy bought me a sunflower plant.=D
so instead of having to buy stalk by stalk of sunflowers,i get to watch them grow instead.=D
pretty pretty~
they make me smile,and hell knows i need help in smiling these days...

because of people like you.
making it look like it's your life mission to make me miserable...
to make me hurt like i never thought possible.
sure,i know what you're gonna do if you read this,
assume it's about you.
maybe this time,it is.

maybe you'll assume i lie again...
like you always accuse me of,whenever i say things that you don't expect me to,
whenever i give you answers you don't expect.
yeah,but whether you believe it or not...
maybe this time,this isn't a lie.

maybe you think i've become numb or unfeeling towards your actions...
but you don't know how much i've cried cause of you,hurt too much cause of you.
or maybe you did know..
but like everything to do with me,you don't give a damn.
i know you're gonna defend yourself if you read this,
or accuse me of playing "stunts"...
i am not gonna expect apologies.i don't want them.
and i doubt you'll offer any anyway,you never had.

i've watched you lie and cheat.
watched you lie while the truth was staring me straight in the face.
yet i let it go.
take it as if i didn't care.
every single time.
i know the trouble you already had with her and her.
i didn't wanna add on.
yet i wished you knew how much it bloody fucking hurt.

better still.
i wished you went through everything i did cause of you.
sure,there were happy moments.
those made me smile and laugh.
but there's something wrong if i can only recall more of the bad stuff isnt it?
i wished you understand.
that i am not accusing you.
but it's the only way i can ever tell you this.

right.
told you it wasn't gonna be a happy post.
maybe the 500th one will be.
maybe..
loves.