WHAT KEEPS US SANE, IS INSANE.









I'm VaL★
Reality is overrated,my imagination is not. And one day,jellyfishes will rule the world.








































































































































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don't promise me forever
Cause maybe i don't exist

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





(Tuesday, April 28, 2009 / 11:40 PM)







these photos are,believe it or not,taken by my big sis,Norvan Poon.=D

using my 2mega-pixel handphone camera no less.
not bad.=D

and it was taken when we were supposed to go blading but SOMEBODY got tired barely half the journey later and insisted on resting.
so we stayed an hour plus at the breakwater.
and that was longer than the amount of time spent blading.
=_=
how productive eh sis?
haha.

have not been in school for the past two days...
had a bad case of the flu.
better now but now i feel tinklish.
hahha...=D
like my whole body is going numb.
and my cheeks are all red...hmm...
i think i am drunk.=D

Mid-years starts in 2days!=(
i am not ready yet!
damn it.
i'll probably never be ready but what the heck.
i hate school.=(

something to put a smile on my face....



=D=D

Right.
much better.=D
off to sleep now.
till then.
loves.=)

(Sunday, April 26, 2009 / 1:11 AM)





















went out today with sis and the guys.=)

pretty fun.=)
especially the slacking cum singing session at the stairs outside Marina Square.=D
pity we couldn't stay longer though.

went to Penisular to get the guys's shirts and bag and then to Marina for dinner.
KFC.again.
hahha.

and having a camwhore for a sister means lots of photos..
but i'm defintely posting all of them.
haha..=D

i am bored.
i want an Ipod.
but i can't decide between the new Nano or the Ipod Touch.
hmm..how?
haha..
and i want my Puma Mcqueen collection!
Tampines Puma branch hasn't called me yet but i already saw the collection at Marina.
darn.

ADAM LAMBERT.=D

okayfine.
i'll admit i am a little obessed over him right now.
just a little.=D
i love adam lambert.=D
and now i have his cover of the song"Mad world".+D
the Song that earned him a standing ovation from Simon cowell.
absutely amazing.=D
thanks Be for the song!=D

right.
i am off.
i wanna transfer songs around between phone to comp to mp3.
haha..
till then.
loves.=)

(Thursday, April 23, 2009 / 11:47 PM)


We were MADE for each other.xD
hahhahaha.

Same pose.
Same expression
.Same accessories.
Same t-shirt.
DIFFERENT places.xD

haha..
this is why he's my Girlfriend and i am the Boyfriend.
we have that deep telepathy.=D
loveyaGirlf!=D

i have a couple more photos in my camera and handphone.
all of them totally random of course.
those are the best kind of photos ever.=D
and i am STILL waiting for my Burst mode compilation!=(

i feel stupid now.
i left my CD in the art room and now i cant transfer the photos needed for the competition.
AND i left my english homework in class.
and i can't skip school tomorrow as planned cause i need to pass up the photos which i DON"T HAVE THE CD FOR CAUSE I LEFT IT IN SCHOOL.
damn.
i feel stupid.

i am so freaking tired it's not even believable anymore.
i'm like a zombie-human hybrid thinghy.
i rather be dead than walk around 3 quarters dead with squinty eyes,pale lips and messy hair.
urgh.

the only thing that cheers me up right now?
....


ADAM LAMBERT!!=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

Top 5 baby!!
and it's obvious who's THE American idol!
the rest should just go straight to competing for 2nd place.
yeah,i know i am mean.=D
i love adam lambert.i love adam lambert.i love adam lambert.
did i mention i love adam lambert?=D
and i'm sure everyone finally realise that not even Danny Gokey comes CLOSE to Adam.
even my sis said,"i love adam!" and then just as i was about to lay my claim that she couldnt possibly love him more than me...she said "his singing nice?"
=__=
i love THE American Idol,ADAM LAMBERT.
'nuff said.xD


right.
i'm off.
need.sleep.badly.
till then.
loves.=)

ihopethingsarereallyasgoodastheyare.
causeiloveyouandidontwantitanyotherway.

★★★
you're worrying me.
something's on your mind and you're not telling me which is a first and
it makes me feel so helpless not being able to understand.
i hope you cheer up be.
like how you cheer me up when it's needed.=)


(Tuesday, April 21, 2009 / 12:22 AM)




Eminem's and Greenday's new singles.=)


woo.=D

i just studied 4 and a half hours straight.
yes.4.
yes.ME.
yes,i still cant believe it either.=)

i wanted to write about some stuff i think.
but right now,i can't remember anything.
damn.

oh well.
jo!
here's the link for the Top ten Ugliest sea creatures.=D
http://blog.hotelclub.com/worlds-10-ugliest-sea-creatures/
i feel so bad calling them ugly.
haha.
i am scared of the Basking Shark though.
ha.

right.its 12.40am.
i am off.
till then.
loves.=)

(Friday, April 17, 2009 / 11:17 PM)

i took this photo about two years ago.
and i used it for a post before.
i just remembered it again.=)

i feel better.=)

maybe it won't last but i am determined to make it last.
it's just a matter of me and my control of my feelings.=)

Finally went to Tamp1 today.
hahha..
there is nothing much there though i took three flowers from various bouquets outside the shops..hahha...and i gave a pretty red one to Fatin but she lost it.
damn it.
she claimed someone stole it though...
"SOMEONE STOLE MY STOLEN FLOWER!"
=_=

haha..
and i went on a Puma shopping spree.=D
but no shoes this time...i bought a bag though!=D
and Mum bought cap,shirt,bag,belts...
haha..
i think i've succeeded in converting her to a Puma fan.
yeah!=D
and Umai!if you're reading this...PUMA'S ALEXANDER MCQUEEN EDITION COMING NEXT WEEK!!!!=D
and the Puma L.I.F.T isn't that nice..=(

oh,and thanks Denise for your concern.=)
and i'm sure if he knew,he would be cowering by now from your yellow gummiebears.=D
loveyou.=)

right.
i'm off.
art tomorrow at 8am.
argh.
it's so damn early.
till then.
loves.=)

things might get better.
or it might get worse.
we have 3 weeks to our "expiry date".
can we even last till then?
i try to be positive everyday.
i keep a smile on my face cause i want to.
i don't want to be all paranoid and worried all the time.
i should have been prepared.
but deep inside,yes my heart bleeds.
and yet,after all the pain and the uncertainty to come...
i still love you.

(Wednesday, April 15, 2009 / 7:05 PM)

~i'm falling in love but it's falling apart...
i need to find my way back to the start.
when we were in love and things were better than they are...~

(Tuesday, April 14, 2009 / 11:11 PM)

Axoloti
Dumbo Octopus


arn't they super freaking adorable?!!!xD
i want one!!!and i want a giant squid and an Oreo Dory as well!!
pleeeeaaassseee!

The Axoloti is a salamander by the way..it's so damn cute!
and the Dumbo Octopus is well...an Octopus.=D
it's so cute!
they remind me of Pokemons.
hahah.
i want!

and i want a giant squid.
i'll keep it in my fish pond and bring it out for walks occasionally.
and i want an Oreo Dory too.
they have eyes the size of Oreo cookies and they are actually really tiny fishes!
i'll keep it with my giant squid and feed it oreos.=D

Oreos make me feel fat.
i don't like them.
nahh..i just feel fat.
it's just me.
its really damn damn sad.
ha.

right.
i am off to piss people off to get me my sea creatures.
till then.
loves.=)

(Monday, April 13, 2009 / 11:30 PM)


i feel better.

at least so far i think i do.=)
but i'll admit that i am not as strong yet.
for now i am coping.

and thank you to everyone who showed their concern.
who made sure i was alright.
thanks so much.=)

and fatin,
thank YOU.
without you i would have fallen apart long ago.
you have always been there for me and i love you for that.
you never need an explanation to know whats wrong.
and i know i am too damn lucky to have you.=)
i love you girl.thank you.=)

right.
i don't have much to say.
so i'll stop here for now.
till then.
loves.=)

(Sunday, April 12, 2009 / 1:51 AM)

Lies never got anyone very far.
so how far would you go?
or have you already gone?

something's gonna unravel soon.
i'll just watch.=)

(Saturday, April 11, 2009 / 1:43 PM)

"i'm being paranoid"...am i really?
"i'm thinking too much"....am i?
"everything is fine"....isit?

ihurtsosobadthatidon'tthinkanybodyesleshouldgothroughthesamepainaswell.
itshouldbeillegaltofeelthismuchpain.
butthenithurtssomuchnowthatitstartstobenumbing.
willitend?
orwillitcontinuetothrobsilently?
and oh,
happy 2nd anni.=)

(Thursday, April 09, 2009 / 4:09 PM)

ihurtsosobad.

(Wednesday, April 08, 2009 / 11:17 PM)


My pick for this season's American Idol.
Adam Lambert.=)

no whys.
more like..why NOT?
he's hot.his voice is awesome.he aces almost every week annnd...he's gay.=D
told ya gay guys are hot.
just watched his performance for this week.
loved it.
i think the best so far.
better than Danny Gokey.(though Danny is good as well)
even SIMON..yes simon,gave him a STANDING OVATION.
no words,just a straight-up standing ovation.=D
*sigh*=)
i love adam lambert.=)

Speech Day tomorrow.
finally.
after so many rehearsals and long after school hours for them..the day has finally arrived.
thank goodness.
reporting by 3.
see you guys there.=)

oh yeah..
THANK YOU ATIQAH FOR THE GORGEOUS SUNFLOWER YOU BOUGHT FOR ME.=D
i love youu~
the sec twos were selling flowers and stuffs for CIP and there were sunflowers and atiqah paid for one for me.=D
i got the biggest sunflower.=D
and the prettiest.=D
woo~
thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou.
right.

i am off.
i am tired.
till then.
loves.=)

everybody says i am thinking too much.
but if there wasnt reasons to think.would i?
you reassure me it wouldnt happen but now it is..
i am not gonna be a subsitute AGAIN.
i don't wanna be a TOY for anybody again.
i got over that.i don't want to go through another.

(Monday, April 06, 2009 / 10:18 PM)

maybe i am just being too paranoid as usual.
but it seems like it's starting to happen already.
i'll go get ready.
8 days.

( / 9:00 PM)

Speech Day Rehearsal is ridiculous.

i just spent 12 freaking hours in school because of that.
i got dismissed at 7.30pm!
we were supposed to start at 2.30 but delayed till 3.30 then 4.30 then 5.30 and finally started at 6pm.the time we were supposed to be DISMISSED.
it's ridiculous.
you know how tiring it is?!
and there's audience rehearsal tomorrow and i need to be there again.
damn it.

thank goodness speech day is on Thursday.
so tomorrow should be the last rehearsal.
it HAVE to be.

WARNING: MUMMY,I KNOW WHAT YOU AND LUCAS ARE PLANNING ON SPEECH DAY.I AM WATCHING!I STILL DON'T ALLOW HIM TO BE THERE.xD

right.
i miss lucas.
he's off to poly orientation camp for three days.=(
oh well.

right.
i am off.
i am exhausted.
till then.
loves.=)

(Thursday, April 02, 2009 / 11:44 PM)



it sucks when your boyf is thinner and has prettier eyes than you.

i am in very fucking damn bad mood.
and i am ready to scream my head off at anything and everything.
i am craving sugar like you wouldn't believe.
and plenty of hugs.
but i can't settle the hugs part so i am overloading on sugar.
IT.IS.NOT.HELPING.

i feel bad snapping at the certain people who tried to talk to me just now.
but forgive me,i think i am PMS-ing.
or esle,i am just going insane.
it's about time anyway.

right.
i am out of here.
i wanna sign out and try to chill before i implode.
argh.
till then.

(Wednesday, April 01, 2009 / 6:15 PM)

MY BLOG IS DEAD.

and it's extremely sad.=(
i am too lazy OR tired to blog nowadays.
and that is why my previous post was a week and 1 day ago.
i am ashamed.
nahh..not really.xD

no photos to post today cause i am using the desktop and my photos are in my lappy.
only decided to update on the spur of the moment because i had to check something and was too lazy to set up my lappy.
will update again soon and with photos too.

Ooo!my sunflowers got revived!=D
they died and grew new ones!many many new ones!woo!
haha.
photos up soon.

i am having a bad day.
though this post does not really show that.
just trust me on this.=D

going~
bored alreaady.
till then.
loves.=)