I'm VaL★ Reality is overrated,my imagination is not. And one day,jellyfishes will rule the world.

don't promise me forever Cause maybe i don't exist Layout: hasta mañana Inspiration: balloon.s Fonts: toomunch Icons: defying affection Lyrics: Funny Little World Others: colour codes

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i realised i have been missing online tuesday.
which is pretty much an eternity for someone like me who used to be THIS close to being a computer addict.
whatever.
i just don't see anything worth doing online.

English oral on wednesday.
pretty okay.=)
i totally adore my examiner!
haha.
he made me so at ease,just hope the result he gave me is equally brilliant.

Mum's birthday on Friday.
rush off from art on thursday to get her a cake and celebrate with her at midnight.
but we ended up celebrating an hour earlier as sis needed to sleep.
=__=

Friday was her actual birthday so i left art early again to head out to dinner with her and sis at tampines and catch Bandslam.
i like it alot even though it was super cheesy and pretty predictable.=)

i like the drummer!
he's hot but not hot.=D
his long hair and heck-care attitude may have played a part in this current interest of mine.=D
and oh,his real name is Ryan Donowho.
and anyone who knows me knows i have a thing for Ryans.=D

My weekends were boring.
with Saturday morning spent in art and afternoon spent at TM again with razz,becca and alvin.
and the late afternoon to evening spent alone at home while sis and mum went back to TM for shopping.
i actually fell asleep by 11pm.=O

Sunday was damn boring.
only leaving the house in the late afternoon for usual walk around with mum.

there.
my so-exciting-it-should-be-mnade-into-a-movie week.=)
sheesh.
O's should be done with already so i can finally get an actual social life.
pfft.

off.
ta.

i have freaking English oral tomorrow and i just realised it!
bloody hell.

and since Mr Shafie says i'm practically emotionless..my current state isn't gonna make things any easier.
unless they want anger,then i can give a world-class performance.

i'm still pretty much on "slow boil" in the anger stakes.
i spent the whole day mumbling about 10 sentences at the most.
the rest of my time was spent sleeping or staring into space.
pfft.
talk about a complete waste of time.

so if for the next couple of days..
forgive me if i snap at you and appear disintrested.
i really can't help it.
unless you're the said person who i want to unleash my anger on.
cause then,you can give up all hopes that i would appear disintrested at all.
you'll be lucky if i only snap your head off.

off to do art research then off to bed.
ta.

i still don't feel good and i'm freezing while typing this.
but i'll be back in school tomorrow for sure.

and some things are gonna be different.

bye.

are you kidding me?
i have nothing to say to the words you openly declare.
nor can i express how i feel.
angry?humiliated?disappointed in the way you do things.
Again.
i'm speaking on a "take it for granted" term of course.
it might or might not indirectly be for me.
but even then.
too late.
thanks for making me cry for all the wrong reasons again.




looking for news on my O's chinese result?=)
well..it sucked.
haha.
i passed but just.
still thinking if i wanna retake it or not.

i'm dead tired.
will need to rush art to be able to hand it up by monday.
not to mention,to actually start studying.
and in the midst of all that..actually get some sleep.

and my mind is all over the place.
so is my emotions.
but whatever.
i have to get my head straight.

i'm off.
i need sleep.
ta.

yeah,i was right.
my weekend suck.

Its gonna be a long hard day.
not to mention,emotionally draining.

And its days like that that i wish i still have you.
someone to make me smile.
And if i had the guts i'll say "i miss you".



current obsession.=D

this is All Time Low.
and i'm majorly crushing on their bassist Zack.=D

thanks to zulh,i've discovered the joy of their song "Break your little heart"
and i've embarked on my latest Youtube music videos craze,their videos,which is really too adorably cute as they make fun of everything.=D
and crazily downloading everything i like~
woo!

i'm off!
still downloading and transfering them to my phone,ipod and playlists.=D
ta!

i didn't watch fireworks after all.=(

after Norvan and Fatin both couldn't go and i spent an hour looking for something to wear..
i gave up and cancelled on Razz.
sorry baby!=(

my weekend looks like it's gonna suck.
vast difference from when i said just yesterday.."i think the weekend is gonna be awesome"
pfft.

it would suck more too if there wasn't Cognetto Mcflurries.=)
i've practically had it everyday.
i'm so addicted to it that i even made my sis accompany me down at 10plus to get one.
pathetic.heh.=)

my eyes are half lidded and i'm praying desperately that S'pore's temperature could be at 20degrees permenently.
haiz.
currently hiding in a corner in my room with the air con at full blast listening to my sister watching Silent Hill in the living room.
i think i'll go listen to Eminem now.

bye.



New phone.New Mcfly CD.
Bliss.=D

finally changed my phone.
wanted the N97 but got the E75 instead cause the N97 was too expensive.
but it's pretty as well.=)
mine is in Copper Yellow,so it's like brownish-gold.
i like.=D

New Mcfly album!
"Radioactive"
=D
finally after SO many years,i can finally get my hands on a Mcfly album again.
*sigh*
it's a special S'pore edition.
sweet.=D

total bliss.
haha.

school tomorrow~
then fireworks!=D
i think the weekend is gonna be awesome.
heh.
hopefully!

and i finally took out my bellybutton stud and allowing it to close so i can repierce it.=)
i'm doing so many changes.
i scared.0__0
and i think my N76 knows its gonna be replaced really soon...
cause when i was texting just now,it suddenly just cocked up and would not close,Then when it did..it falls straight to a 190degrees when i open it.=(=(
so saaad.=(
i'm gonna import all the photos and songs over to the new phone though.
but i can't transfer over messages.=(
i'm so sentimental.=__=

right.
i wanna go start transfers already.
bye!=)






random photos taken by random people in art today.=)

anyway,
HELLO.=D

tomorrow's the last day of prep!
woo!
and next week i'll finally be free of art.
and also,mother tongue O's result will be out next wednesday.
pfft.
what a way to put a dampner on things.
=__=

i want my new phone!
but i'm too lazy to go get it.
heh.
i wanna watch fireworks too!=D
and and...i want cogneto mcflurry.=D
i'm very very addicted to it.
i think i'll suffer from withdrawal symptoms and boycott Macs until they bring it back when it finally stop it.=(

also,
i feel pathetic.=)
cause...just because.
it's very very sad.
ha.


and i'm watching Kevin Skinner from America's got talent sing over and over again on Youtube.
haha.
he made me cry when i heard him sing yesterday.
everybody laughed at him but when he finally settled down and sang..wow.
i love his rendition of "If tomorrow never comes" yesterday and i don't wanna watch any other songs he sang yet.
don't wanna spoil the "surprise".=D
he's so sweet.=)

i don't know what i'm rambling about here.
so,
bye.=)















































SqaureSquare Outing!=D

had an awesome day yesterday with my love,B2F2.=)
went to Cine,Cathay,Plaza Sing,Simpang Bedok and Tampines.
haha.
wanted to watch movie but everything was almost sold out so we ended up just walking.
and when walking in Cathay...i came to the decision to finally change my phone.=(
trust me.
it was a very tough decision.
but i saw the N97 and i surprisingly liked it although i didnt when i saw it before.
i think it's a sign!=O

well yeah.
haha.=)

and i finally went to Simpang Bedok.=D
and then we went to chill at Coffeebean at Century.=)
and we left around 10plus where i went to meet my mum and sis for a late night movie and the couple went home.
aww.=D
haha.

i love you two so so much.
we've been through 34 months and our 35th is just 5 more days away.=)
and no matter what,i believe we'll last many more 35months together.=D
and i know,that although many other relationships fail,the one you two have,which was started 2 months after B2F2's formation,will just grow stronger as the months pass by.
B2F2 will forever be my Love.=)