WHAT KEEPS US SANE, IS INSANE.









I'm VaL★
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don't promise me forever
Cause maybe i don't exist

Layout: hasta mañana
Inspiration: balloon.s
Fonts: toomunch
Icons: defying affection
Lyrics: Funny Little World
Others: colour codes





(Wednesday, September 30, 2009 / 10:41 PM)


V.M.A.S.=D

awesome.=D
finally met up after SO long!
it was great.
non-stop chatter about primary school and the people we used to know.=)
i miss primary school.=(

and Mandy wants me to get Twitter.
seriously.
i'll think about it~
haha..=)

more photos in my FB.
lazy to post it here as i'm only here to upload it for Shan.
haha.
need to get back to art.
really do not wish to pull an all-nighter tomorrow.

and i'm exhausted.

looking forward to the weekends.=)

byee.

(Sunday, September 27, 2009 / 11:42 PM)

i went to town today.
but fuck,i didnt get anything.
nothing!zilch!zero!nada!
and to top it off,i couldnt get my Adidas hightops cause they didnt have my size AND the other outlets were out of stock other than the one at VIVO.
wtf.
not my day!
sucks.

maths and chinese P2 tomorrow.
last week of prelims.
need to start art!

off for research.
getting cranky already.
pfft.
sis-sy!where are yoouuuu!=(
i need someone to crap with and remind that i'm not as pathetic!xD

eh.
i just realised i haven't drank water since 11am.=O
ha.

bye.

why do i bother?
why do i still..?
why cant i forget?
i don't know.
do you?
can you?

( / 12:43 AM)

nyeh.
i finally cut-ted my hair.=D
and while watching it get snipped off..wanted to find a way to get it back to my head.
=__=
ironies.
heh.
(i better bloody ace lit!)

i NEED to shop.
and with that i don't mean cuming back home with 1-2 bags with a shirt or two inside.
pathetic much?
i meant hitting-the-town-and staggering-home-with-seven-armloads-of-bags kinda situation.
i need mom to do that.
she's the best shopping buddy AND i don't have to worry about who's paying.xD
want my Adidas hightops.i'm coming for you baby!=D

but prelims is being a pain in the ass.
it's the reason why i'm practically chained up at home.
(i shall not reveal the other reasons are also because i'm too bloody lazy to move and i currently have no indication of a social life.)
i need to start on art prelims p2.
or i'll have to pull an all-nighter again the day before the exams.
pfft.

oh!oh!
i'm so honoured today!
you know whhhhyyy????!!!!
I NAMED A CAMERA!!!=D=D
hahahaha.
but bah,it's only sis-sy's.
it's called SAMANTHA.=D
dude!you better take care of her!
she's like your total babe now!
she catches all your movements and i get to see the shots.
heeeh.
(okay.that sounded pervertic and stalker-ish.forget i said that.)

i wanted to say something but i've no clue what now.
i'm being bombarded with msn chat windows.=D
i'll get back to you when i recall.
IF i recall.=__=

i wanna change my songs playing on here.
nah..more like add more in.
but i'm too bloody shitass lazy.
heh.

and mum said i can get Football Channel!
yaaay!=D
who cares about Manchester Utd/City,Arsenal,Chelsea,Liverpool...
the stars have moved to the Spanish League people!
or at least MY star did.=D
i'll get to watch Madrid play!like finally!
it's the reason why Kaka hasn't been scoring..i haven't been watching him play!=O
but he has scored his first goal for Real..i'm so so proud.*sighs*
now somebody lock Christiano Roanldo in the dressing room please.

dad's screaming at me and msn's orange blinking lights are winking at me.
i better head off.
shucks.
byee!=)

(Friday, September 25, 2009 / 10:41 PM)


sis and me.=)
my hair stopped growing!=(

first week of prelims over!
yaaay!=D
Olevels in 4 weeks time!
double yay!=D=D
i bet i'm like one the super rare cases that's so excited for national exams that are supposed to determined the rest of my schooling life/course/career/blahblahblah...
although it's pretty common in my class since all of us just can't wait to have fun once it's all done.=D

and i watched Phobia2 today as well!=D
went with Ean,Shaun,Fatin,Drie and Ridz after school..
spent most of the movie trying to cover my face with my jacket but got my hands pinned down instead to prevent me from doing so.
pfft!
it was alright.
i think the first movie was alittle more spooky but this one definitely had more funny moments.=D
espiecially the last one!hahaha..loved it!
won't spoil it for you but if you're looking for a movie to catch..it's not bad.=)

i think i need to cut my fringe...
haha.
and my split ends so my hair can start growing again.=D

oh yeah.
i got a "confession" about something i knew for some time already.=)
although it was expected,to think it was actually thought of like that was still kinda...hurtful i guess?
and it actually happened too.
double whammy.
haha.=)
but no hard feelings.
i don't mind.=)

i need to lose weight~
how many times have i said it already?
haha.
everytime i say it,i end up gaining more.
pfft.=__=

right.
i talked too much already.
off!
ta!=D


~I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly~

i realised that...i no longer care what they think.
but what's the use now?
ha.

(Sunday, September 20, 2009 / 11:42 PM)

i SHOULD be studying.
really.
but i'm not.
obviously.=)

you think it's too late to drop out of school now?
i hate studying.

thank god tomorrow's a holiday.
the next two weeks are gonna be the second closest thing to hell this year.
i so hope i pass prelims.
then again,i hope i pass prelims AND Os.

laaaaaa~
i'm off~
i feel guilty that i'm here...
so i might as well do reserch for art.=)
ta!

what if things never went wrong?

(Friday, September 18, 2009 / 11:48 PM)

just home from outing with Drie,Ridz,Han bin and Maie.=)
no photos though.

met up with Drie and Ridz in the afternoon first..i was only 15mins late!=D
headed to Far east to get Drie's shoes...walked around,headed to Wheelock,walked.
was waiting for Bin to call and meet us to break fast.
headed to Marina..Bin met us..ate...
headed to Paya lebar...met up with Maie..walked around Geylang..i cannot eat dendeng.=(
Maie met her boyfie and cousins...us three headed home.
shared bubble tea with Drie before boarding bus home.
dah.=)

and next time my phone dies fatin...
Call the people with me!!CALL!
i could have still met up with you!
pfft!

bored~
just took an IQ test that shaun sent me.
got 130.
pfft.
inaccurate!

fine.
i'm off.

will go crap around with a couple more people before bed.
then tuitiona nd shopping with mummy tomorrow!=D
ta!

tell me seriously,why again do i still bother?

(Tuesday, September 15, 2009 / 11:44 PM)

do what you wanna do.
say what you wanna say.
i miss you.
what's that gonna do to you?


oh screw it.
i'm pathetic.

(Monday, September 14, 2009 / 11:38 PM)

It could or could not be.
but why hang on to hopes that has no other lifelines?
no other leads or signs that shows it might be positive?
why hang on to something that might crush you once again?
is it worth it?
i think...if it does lead to something good,why not?
hang on alittle longer.
i wanna see what might or might not turn out.
i want a chance to see something more.
another chance. why not?
take a risk.take another.
afterall..never say never.

( / 12:00 AM)

HAPPY 3RD YEAR B2F2!!!!

IT'S DOUBLE JOY DAY!
WOO!=D
36 MONTHS BABIES!36!
I LOVE YOU TWO VERY VERY MUCH!
LETS LAST FOR MANY MANY MORE 36 MONTHS OKAY?!
MUAH!MUAH!MUAH!
=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

( / 12:00 AM)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING SIS!!!!

YOU'RE FINALLY 17!WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG?!!!=D
I LOVE YOU TO BITS AND PIECES YOU KNOW?!
ALTHOUGH YOU'RE HORRIBLE AND ALWAYS LATE AND BLOODY STUBBORN!
YOU'RE STILL THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS EVER MADE ME WAIT!
FOR AN HOUR AND 40MINS SOMEMORE!
MOVE BACK TO PASIR RIS QUICK!
THEN WE CAN GO BLADING AND HANG OUT MORE!
OKAY?!
ENJOY YOUR DAY SIS-SY!=D

(Sunday, September 13, 2009 / 10:40 PM)


been told i've put on weight.
looks like it doesn't it?
bummer.=(

haha.
must lose the flab soon.
and Prelims are SO close as well.
bahh.
so many things,so little time.

school is tomorrooow!
pfft.
one week goes by TOO fast!
at least it ended well.=D
i came back home just now carrying a few of my favourite plastic bags from the airport.=D=D

currently having a bloody nonsensical texting marathon with my darling fatin.
heh.
cheering up more and more as the texts come in.=D
Hollywood should SO hire us!
ha.

i'm feeling pretty much happier following the previous days.
albeit school starting tomorrow and the thought of exams and schoolwork ahead...
urgh.
never underestimate the power of a nonsensical text.=D

off!
ta!=D
loves.=D

(Saturday, September 12, 2009 / 12:48 AM)

another qoute.
another revelation.
another stab at my heart.
will it ever stop?

(Friday, September 11, 2009 / 12:23 AM)



Taken on the way to look at cars with family.

i feel...
stil unsure.
still mixed up.
still desperate for answers.

and not for the first time...
i wish somebody would just tell me what is going on.
please.
just tell me.

(Thursday, September 10, 2009 / 12:02 AM)

what if.

what if you're unsure about something?
if you see something you're unsure about.
and have mixed feelings..
how the hell do you get a confirmation?
to know what to say.
and to actually know how to feel.
cause you want to know yet you don't know if you can.
cause you're too afraid that it's not what you think.
what can you do?

what can I do?

(Tuesday, September 08, 2009 / 4:58 PM)

NIGHT SAFARI PHOTOS UP!=D

details will be in point form.
haha.

-met Adrie and Fatin first at 1.30pm cause Adrie wanted to buy me my birthday present.
(which i didnt buy anyway in the end.heh.)
-i was late cause i couldn't find anything to wear.AGAIN.
-headed to ION.=)
-walked around.picked flowers from bouquets outside the shops.=D
-waited for Ridz,Sue and Lat.
-walked around some more to look for a present for Mr Choo.
-Puma,Adidas,Crumpler...
-ended up buying a pair of Adidas shoes.
-have my eye on another pair.=D
-headed to Far East for Drie to look for his shoe.
-no shoe.
-have my eye on another pair.Puma this time.=D
-headed to AMK hub.
-walked around.

-bought Mac to break fast.
-realised we were late to meet Mr Choo.
-hurried to gather everyone at interchange.
-we Six went off first again.
-waited for the rest at entrance and broke fast then.
-rest arrived.
-present gift to Mr Choo.
-Photo taking.
-ENTER!=D
-Animal show.
-Daddy Choo got saboed by us to get on stage and carry a gorgeous phython.=)
-Tram ride.=)
-Walk around for a VERY long time.(FUN!)
-Out.
-photo taking again.
-bus back to AMK interchange
-missed last train.
-waited for Sue's dad to give us a ride to Pasir Ris interchange.
-Drie,Ridz,Sue,Razz,Fatin,Maie,Lat,Me-lorry!=D
-messy hair~
-walked Ridz and Fatin home with Drie.
-Ridz's house first.
-Fatin's next.
-Walked back to Ridz's to get a bike.
-Drie cycled me home.
-Reached home at 1.45am.=)

TA!
Enjoy photos!
as if you read till here!haha.